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hey.. sorry i havnt been updating.. i think i might not write in here anymore.. but anyway.. not much has been happening lately.. i did the bad thing last night.. and last week my grandpop was rushed to the er.. i think hes gonna die soon.. im trying not to let it get to me.. and i truly think i am numb to this kind of stuff cause i havent been crying.. to tell you the truth.. and i know this may sound sickening but think about it.. im not glad that he wont be around anymore but im glad that when he does pass away then the pain will be over for him and he wont feel anymore pain.. well im gonna go.. bye