its simple, but i can't explain this. i'm sinking, i feel like i could die. i dont know why.
birthday is coming soon. i'm excited.
november 2. but..
ATTENTION
my birthday party will be held saturday, november 1. anyone who reads this is invited. i'm still unsure of the location.. maybe the lodge in newport or up the street from me. maybe pizza hut. no clue! but comment or something asking me. because i'll eventually know. thanks
on a second note..
mark touched me today.
<3 new favorite game: playing openly gay pandas and doing the hever!
remember my emo boy entry? the one i need? well.. i was reading it.. and i still do need it. but one characteristic stands out the most.. i want a boy to sit with me and sing me a song on his acoustic guitar. a love song. a song he means. a song that he pours it heart out to me with every syllable sung. *sigh* where are you? i think the boy i'm looking for does not exist. i must find comfort in being alone. goodnight.
i'm out.
//nikki//
november 2. but..
ATTENTION
my birthday party will be held saturday, november 1. anyone who reads this is invited. i'm still unsure of the location.. maybe the lodge in newport or up the street from me. maybe pizza hut. no clue! but comment or something asking me. because i'll eventually know. thanks
on a second note..
mark touched me today.
<3 new favorite game: playing openly gay pandas and doing the hever!
remember my emo boy entry? the one i need? well.. i was reading it.. and i still do need it. but one characteristic stands out the most.. i want a boy to sit with me and sing me a song on his acoustic guitar. a love song. a song he means. a song that he pours it heart out to me with every syllable sung. *sigh* where are you? i think the boy i'm looking for does not exist. i must find comfort in being alone. goodnight.
i'm out.
//nikki//