Lifting a weight on my heart
I am suprised at how immature you are sometimes, and how little you care about. I was the best friend you could ever have had, and you through it all away for her. Why am I so mad? Because I did so much for you and all I got was lies and you treated me like the scum on the bottom of your shoe. Am I happy with the current situation we are in? Of course not. My heart still hurts everyday, and it's because I see you everywhere. The girl in my government class has the same shirt as you. I constantly see your car when I am driving. A kid in the hallway had the same hat as you. Everyday is just a constant reminder of you, and I can't wait for it all to end. As much as I miss you, I am glad that you are gone. Things will get easier for me, and I know it. With the support of my friends, I know I can do this. I know I can get past you. I also know this, I never deserved what you handed me. I am so much better than you, as mean as that sounds. I am above you and I can do way better than you. You never deserved anyone like me, I was too good for you. So I hope you have a good life, and I hope you are happy. Just know this, I am never coming back. I am never going to be there for you. I have moved on and am going on to better things. You on the other hand are going to go day by day wondering why you fucked up. The weed and the drinking may ease the pain for a while, but it will never be fully healed.
Sincerely,
Afton
Sincerely,
Afton