"Now it's too late for you and your white horse..."
Adam told me that him and Shelby are back together yesterday morning. I didn't know what to do, so all I did was lay in bed from 1130 am till about 630pm when my sister got me out of bed. I was heart broken but I guess there is nothing that I can really do about it. After fighting with Adam about it for about an hour or so, we finally decided to be civil with each other. Then he thought it would be a genius idea to rant on and on to me about Shelby. It broke my heart to hear how unhappy he is and how his vacation is getting ruined but all I have to do is be supportive. I am too nice, god damnit.
Then John, Nathan, and Bobby and I drove all over God's creation last night. Then John and Nathan wanted to smoke and me and Bobby didn't so we dropped them off and went to get gas. Then we parked and layed in my car and talked. It was nice to have someone to just talk to, being that my day was so rough. He could really make me laugh too. It sucks that he is leaving tomorrow to go back home.
Hopefully today will be better than yesterday. I haven't cried yet, and I am feeling a bit better. Maybe I just need to get out of the house.
Then John, Nathan, and Bobby and I drove all over God's creation last night. Then John and Nathan wanted to smoke and me and Bobby didn't so we dropped them off and went to get gas. Then we parked and layed in my car and talked. It was nice to have someone to just talk to, being that my day was so rough. He could really make me laugh too. It sucks that he is leaving tomorrow to go back home.
Hopefully today will be better than yesterday. I haven't cried yet, and I am feeling a bit better. Maybe I just need to get out of the house.