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Ever have that feeling where your heart drops into your stomach and you feel like crying? I got that today. I wish I could have helped it. I wanted to break down and cry but I didn't want to make a fool of myself. It's so dumb, I have all these feelings for you but we have never been together and probably never will be. I wish it would just all go away, you know?
I feel like all my friends outside of school are sick of me or something. They never call or text me back anymore, except for Britni. I wanna know what I did wrong. I miss everyone.
I'm doing really good in school and I am really proud of myself. I have set goals and kept them.
5 weeks till Spring Break. That means I have that much time to get into shape for Florida. I have been doing really well. I have drank nothing but water and milk. I eat three healthy meals a day. Hopefully it will all pay off in the end.