i lost 30 bucks.
holy mod. i just slept all day, have to work in about an hour, but newyears night, which ended yesterday afternoon, sans any sleep, was one of the most surreal nights ever, and there weren't even many pills involved. it was one of the most self threatening (as in, non affirming) nights since i've been here also. after years of drinking and ringing in the new year about 10 times at random hours (4:15! happy new year! *kiss kiss*) we waiting until 11:00 for a restaurant to open and have bloody marys and unleash our drunken filth on the innocent public. which we did SO well. we had one of the most belligerent, entertaining 30 somethings i've ever seen, and he seemed to maintain being the most drunk for hours and hours with little reinforcement. it was funny, i need to stop drinking around older people, because i turned slightly stoopid. i have no newyears resolutions, but to live it to the max on my 19th year. it should be awesome, and bring much change. i wish the same to all of you.