i love to watch you smile
yeah, me and daniel are better. i knew we would be, we always are and yeah he wrote me this letter, and it made me cry, happy tears though. it was just telling me how much he loves me and how much i mean to him and stuff. i love him sooo much, oh~next tuesday on the 18th is mine and daniel 6 month anniversary! hip-hip-hurray! im in halls class right now and its great. buh-yeah! lol
today i have an exam in world history and i gota good feeling that im gonna ace it! last semester i lagged and got 3 f's and a d- well now im halling ass!!! i got 3 a's and one b right now. thats so good for me! hurray for emily! i wonder if people care if it means alot to me. hmm, i wonder.
oh yeah,
i have no more suicidal thoughts, well they DO cross my mind from time to time. not necceraly to die. but to cause pain amongst my lifless wrist, to knick and scratch, to watch bleed and scap over, then look at the scar in time of the incident. blah i know, NO EMILY YOU SHOULDNT DO THAT! well thats why i dont do it ANYMORE. you guys are so lucky. well not lucky but more like lucky that you dont have to watch me go threw all that. well dont think im gonna do it or dont think that i have issues, becuase everyone does. its just that i NOW know that cuttig yourself and writing suicide notes gets you know where. how do i know? FROM EXPERIENCE.
today i have an exam in world history and i gota good feeling that im gonna ace it! last semester i lagged and got 3 f's and a d- well now im halling ass!!! i got 3 a's and one b right now. thats so good for me! hurray for emily! i wonder if people care if it means alot to me. hmm, i wonder.
oh yeah,
i have no more suicidal thoughts, well they DO cross my mind from time to time. not necceraly to die. but to cause pain amongst my lifless wrist, to knick and scratch, to watch bleed and scap over, then look at the scar in time of the incident. blah i know, NO EMILY YOU SHOULDNT DO THAT! well thats why i dont do it ANYMORE. you guys are so lucky. well not lucky but more like lucky that you dont have to watch me go threw all that. well dont think im gonna do it or dont think that i have issues, becuase everyone does. its just that i NOW know that cuttig yourself and writing suicide notes gets you know where. how do i know? FROM EXPERIENCE.