lizzzzzonely
shoejnone. man im bizzzored. ive decided im out of the party life for a bit. idk but i been thinkin lately that im tired of liven by the moment thing. i think its time to find somethin lasting. something i can always build on, like guitar. so ive decided, the next person i get serious with, whoever that may be, im gonna go all teh way with. ya know, say "love" and all that stuff...idk maybe. but im awful tired of the hook up and go on thing, it gets awful old after a while. makes ya feel kinda empty i guess, and empty is no good. im tired of goin out and not knowin where im gonna be stayin that night, and bein scared of committment and all that. i been wonderin lately what its like to be the one that thinks "man im in love and its gonna last forever" and all that good stuff. its no fun to be realistic bout stuff all the time. sometimes i think ya gotta be a little crazy to get what'll really make ya happy. ive never done that. so anyways, here goes nothin, dont hate me if i change, but its time for a change.