wheres the fire
im so fuckin bored. everybody's always the same. theres no fire, no excitement. withought that theres no point to be here. every day i do the same thing, talk to the same people, about the same stuff, hope about the same things, dream about the same things, nobody adds anything exciting to the mix. i went to mobile this weekend, and it was great, but if it wasnt for the awesome people i got to see nothing about it would have been different. another party, another night we cant remember. nothing to show for it in the morning except a hangover, no sleep, and the knoledge that this has happened thousands of times before with no spectacular ending. i wanna do something crazy. im so bored. ive got to. im about to go out, get in my car, drive into the dark with my guitar and look at stars. no shit. actually thats a great fuckin idea. so heres the plan, im gonna put my car in neutral, push it out of the driveway, and drive off....hmmm. ive got to do this now, cuz i need something to think about thats worth the effort. i need something awesome, something that makes me exited just to think about it. i cant live with this whole 9 to 5 lifestyle.