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im realizing how many regrets i have. usually we regret the things that we do, but in this case, im regretting the things i didnt do, the things i cant do, the things im not doing. ive lost so many people in my life due to my fears; for fear of telling them how i truly feel, and for fear of losing them if i try... my fears have led me to distance myself away from everyone.. and im left alone. i hate being alone.
the truth is.. i want to go back to before i was afraid. i want everything back .. i want the memories back, i want my family back, i want my faith in humanity back, i want myself back.
the truth is.. i want to go back to before i was afraid. i want everything back .. i want the memories back, i want my family back, i want my faith in humanity back, i want myself back.