If you woke up breathing, congratulations! you get another chance.
"The greatest happiness in life is the conviction that we are loved - loved for ourselves, or rather, love in spite of ourselves."
I never write real stuff on here because it's so public and anyone can read it- but i don't think anyone reads this anyway so i don't know why i care.
We're going to Savannah again this week... part of me is excited because i love my grandparents and i love being with everyone on that side of the family (they all still live within a few blocks of eachother). but part of me hates going there now because everyone is always fighting (even though it's really funny to watch them), my cousin is old enough now that i think her parents' relationship (or rather, lack of one) is starting to effect her - it hurts me to see her hurting, and i don't feel like there's anything i can do to help...And my papaw is dying slowly and painfully -every time we go he's worse...and he's been so mean to everyone (he was never really mean to me, but he has been to most everyone else, even to my siblings... i think he knows i won't put up with his crap, so he never bothers me with it), so nobody wants to be around him anymore, even when he's really sick and needs help. it's pitiful and it makes me very very sad.
dang, i'm negative! so the good news is, i quit drinking coffee regularly, and i found this awesome rose-flavored green tea. now, i'm going to smile and go do school with my little sister.
I never write real stuff on here because it's so public and anyone can read it- but i don't think anyone reads this anyway so i don't know why i care.
We're going to Savannah again this week... part of me is excited because i love my grandparents and i love being with everyone on that side of the family (they all still live within a few blocks of eachother). but part of me hates going there now because everyone is always fighting (even though it's really funny to watch them), my cousin is old enough now that i think her parents' relationship (or rather, lack of one) is starting to effect her - it hurts me to see her hurting, and i don't feel like there's anything i can do to help...And my papaw is dying slowly and painfully -every time we go he's worse...and he's been so mean to everyone (he was never really mean to me, but he has been to most everyone else, even to my siblings... i think he knows i won't put up with his crap, so he never bothers me with it), so nobody wants to be around him anymore, even when he's really sick and needs help. it's pitiful and it makes me very very sad.
dang, i'm negative! so the good news is, i quit drinking coffee regularly, and i found this awesome rose-flavored green tea. now, i'm going to smile and go do school with my little sister.