confused
i should really be doin by studyin for ma finals, but ill get to that in a minute. im real confused tho. im so happy, and so in love, and im doin really good rite now wit my parents and wit my skool work and wit my friends, no fights or anything...but wtf is wrong then? why am i so, blah i dont even know. i wanna be happy and i mostly am, but i cant help but feel this emptyness inside. i kno its just becuz imma damn teenager and we all go threw ish like that. but for sum reason, idk? it feels awkward. it feels different than it should. theres nothing wrong with me and aaron. were good, were stronger. alot stronger actually. we get into our fights, but overall we work threw them w/o havin to break up, which i like alot. i was really scared last nite, but we ended up being okay today once we talked. we got into a big fight last nite, tha biggest in probably tha past 2 and a half weeks. but we worked threw it and were able to overcome our differences, which i pray that our relationship stays this way. i pray that we can work threw anything. i love this kid like crazyy. god it feels so good to be in love, i cant even explain it. i love everything about it. i love everything about him. im happy, im happy. so whats wrong with me then? why do i feel so out of it. blah these questions are retorical if anyone is wondering, so dont bother commenting about it really. blah...ill write more later, imma go study...<33
i love you aaron <333