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You know when you wake up from a nap very sudden and you just feel really out of it...wow...I do. BLAH. I mean...I have to go to my Class Night in a half hour or so...yea, I have to get ready for that.
I am completely done school now...forever...I had that English paper I finished today...it's funny because it's such bullshit anyways...oh well.
I don't want him to push me away...I mean, it's just going to make everything that much harder I think...Iknow it's hurting him that I'm leaving but I don't know if he realizes how much it hurts me...it kills me. I love him so much...I just want to get married and buy a house and get puppies...he knows it too. UGH. I feel sick just thinking about being away from him. Please don't push me away...I can't do it...
wow, I just need to stop eating fast food. I mean, all I had was a McChiken thingy but..eww! I feel like crap now. ...I have to go get ready...
I am completely done school now...forever...I had that English paper I finished today...it's funny because it's such bullshit anyways...oh well.
I don't want him to push me away...I mean, it's just going to make everything that much harder I think...Iknow it's hurting him that I'm leaving but I don't know if he realizes how much it hurts me...it kills me. I love him so much...I just want to get married and buy a house and get puppies...he knows it too. UGH. I feel sick just thinking about being away from him. Please don't push me away...I can't do it...
wow, I just need to stop eating fast food. I mean, all I had was a McChiken thingy but..eww! I feel like crap now. ...I have to go get ready...