Paranoid

[faithxfive]

I don't know why I think so much into things but I do. And I just get paranoid about things that I know are dumb to even think about. Last night I was feeling all paranoid that my boyfriend would consider cheating on me or something and never tell me about it, when I know for a fact that he would NEVER EVER do that to me. I know how much he loves me and how much I love him and that we would never do that to each other. It's just that when he doesn't tell me the little things it makes me wonder if he doesn't tell me other things. Even tho the little things are just stupid stuff that doesn't even matter to anything. But, I guess I just like to know about things...is that fair? I don't know... I just feel like other people think it's ok or "cool" to cheat on your girlfriend or boyfriend or whatever...and I just don't.

::sigh:: ok, I'm glad to get that out.

I feel really bad because I was such a cranky little brat when my friend was sleeping over last night. I didn't even really pay any attention to her...Thank God she understands me though. I love you Bonnie and I'm sorry...I hope I wasn't too bitchy.

I love my guy! MAUH!