Feb 20, 2005 12:39
I'm still kicking over here. I did get that newsletter done, finally. I do work well under pressure. :)
I'm wondering what I'm doing in ORG sometimes. I don't play very well. I get emotionally wrapped up with people and then they take advantage of that. But, I also can't check my morals at the door and screw them before they screw me. I just can't do that. Gary's telling me that I don't need to be playing them, because I'm too honest a person and the games all about deceit. :/ I do think I may hang up my hat and just host them. I really enjoy the meeting new people and stuff like that. And I have as much making up the challenges as I do playing them. Chance is all over my back about this production company, so I think I'll just focus on it for a while. Of course, I do have to finish out the games I'm in, because I don't quit. It's just hard for me sometimes. Although, I have a couple other applications out too, LOL. I don't know!!!!! It's hard not to play and it's hard to play. *throws up hands*
OK. I have some church stuff to get together that I should have had ready about 3 weeks ago, LOL. But people kept getting sick and we haven't been able to go to church. Everyone is well now, and there's absolutely no excuse for me not to have it ready. I'm going to be hosting a healthy living support group on Wednesday nights. It'll be focusing on our relationships with God and how it relates to healthy eating and exercise. I just pray it all works out the way He wants it to.