its been long...
SO i haven't updated in ages....
AND you know things were going amazing...
My life received something that it always wants....
then...it goes away like always.....
I just want to be happy...don't we all?
But i suppose that we just suck at being happy cuz we can't make other happy thus making ourselves on some level, unhappy. People are fucked. You can't always get what you want so quit trying so hard to get it. It is just not going to happen. Life will go on...HA! everyone thinks that and sayd that but it won't. You miss someone the most when they are right next to them and you know you can't have them...it's true. I can't have fun cuz i feel bad...i can't do hw cuz i cry...i can't concentrate in class...its horrible. And throughout this i want no pity...from no one. I don't want people telling me they understand cuz they don't...i know they don't and the day i meet someone who supposably truly understands...i'm going to shoot them. Why? don't know. Just am.
So when you think something is right....
When you think something is great....
When you think that everything is going to work out....
Cuz that person is just so damn convincing with the gay mask they have on....
Think again...
CUZ NOTHING IS WHAT IT SEEMS.
People lie....
They aren't honest....
What if i lied....
I can't anymore....
Just watch your step....
Cuz in the end....
They don't care if you fall.
AND you know things were going amazing...
My life received something that it always wants....
then...it goes away like always.....
I just want to be happy...don't we all?
But i suppose that we just suck at being happy cuz we can't make other happy thus making ourselves on some level, unhappy. People are fucked. You can't always get what you want so quit trying so hard to get it. It is just not going to happen. Life will go on...HA! everyone thinks that and sayd that but it won't. You miss someone the most when they are right next to them and you know you can't have them...it's true. I can't have fun cuz i feel bad...i can't do hw cuz i cry...i can't concentrate in class...its horrible. And throughout this i want no pity...from no one. I don't want people telling me they understand cuz they don't...i know they don't and the day i meet someone who supposably truly understands...i'm going to shoot them. Why? don't know. Just am.
So when you think something is right....
When you think something is great....
When you think that everything is going to work out....
Cuz that person is just so damn convincing with the gay mask they have on....
Think again...
CUZ NOTHING IS WHAT IT SEEMS.
People lie....
They aren't honest....
What if i lied....
I can't anymore....
Just watch your step....
Cuz in the end....
They don't care if you fall.