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I will finally get my divorce papers tomorrow. Last year I got them on my birthday. This year I will get them the day before. Oh fun!
I pissed with Chris. He told me he had nothing for me that he did not love me he did not care about me, etc. then he told me I was crazy and I needed to go back to the doctor and get my head checked again and get my meds upped. Ok so none of this really bothered me. BUT the stupid fuck had the balls to tell me I needed a book on mothering b/c I was a bad mother. Oh my God. I could have killed him. It is good thing I was holding Faith. He is such a dick. Anyway fuck him. I am a good mom and I know in my heart that I am. It is when I take Faith to his house that she holds onto her car seat and won't let go and cries "no no no mama please" And I am the bad parent? She is ALWAYS happy to see me.
Anyway, it is my birthday on Sat. I am excited. I just want to go out and have a good times with my friends. I was hoping for a weekend of sex, but I think I may start my period. I am sooo lucky.
I am having mixed emtions about everything. I just want to go to bed.
Good night everyone!
I pissed with Chris. He told me he had nothing for me that he did not love me he did not care about me, etc. then he told me I was crazy and I needed to go back to the doctor and get my head checked again and get my meds upped. Ok so none of this really bothered me. BUT the stupid fuck had the balls to tell me I needed a book on mothering b/c I was a bad mother. Oh my God. I could have killed him. It is good thing I was holding Faith. He is such a dick. Anyway fuck him. I am a good mom and I know in my heart that I am. It is when I take Faith to his house that she holds onto her car seat and won't let go and cries "no no no mama please" And I am the bad parent? She is ALWAYS happy to see me.
Anyway, it is my birthday on Sat. I am excited. I just want to go out and have a good times with my friends. I was hoping for a weekend of sex, but I think I may start my period. I am sooo lucky.
I am having mixed emtions about everything. I just want to go to bed.
Good night everyone!