today my life exploded
i never thought it would end this way...
so here i am. back and still boyfriendless.
someone i had a crush on and i decided to not talk anymore. its amazing how someone can hurt a person and not even realize they're doing so. and he likes someone else. thats the way it always goes, isnt it? or at least in my life it's always been like that. once something gets going good, it gets spoiled. by something or someone, anything at that. i just wish i had told him everything on my mind before i told him goodbye earlier. there is so much more than what i actually did tell him.
on a good note i bought myself a laptop today. its pretty nifty too! && i still have graduation money left over. suhweeet. bank account-here i come!