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So at this point, I'm heading back to the US in two weeks. I can't believe it's almost over, it's quite bittersweet. I am excited to go back home and get my life back, see all of my family and friends again, go to college and keep moving forward. But it's also so sad, I mean, I really really love my host family. They are amazing people and have given me mad love and support. I'm especially close to my host mom, I look up to her in a lot of ways, she's perfect but not without her flaws. It's ironic how deep the bond we have is and not a single one of our conversations was in English, due to her not being able to speak it. Sometimes it was really frustrating, when I wasn't able vent my feelings in German and she couldn't understand or give me a break (such a double-edged sword btw). For the most part, it's been a beautiful experience and I'm truly blessed.
I added a lot of SHU people on FB in the past week, and one of the girls I added happened to be German. Next thing I know 7 FB comments later, she asked me if I wanted to room with her. I was enthralled, but now SHU is being a bitch (just like it was with my housing application) about getting this done. I hope this works out, things happen for a reason. She seems like a cool chick, the only thing I don't like is that she's seriously loaded, but at least she doesn't it flaunt it.
I've recently met two people that have had impacts in my life, N and F. Even though I haven't known them that long, it was a reality check. ich muss auf die andern immer denken, was könnte sein. immer glauben, dankbar sein. der einzige ding das stört mich etwas ist dass die deutsche leute sind so ernst. ich verstehe es nicht, warum den jungen haben keine probleme mit es. sie haben es so einfach, freunde zuhaben. für mich, es ist nur wenn etwas wichtig ist, abgehen. ich hoffe auf dieses wochenende, bamberg vielleicht. gibts halbfinale am mittwoch, lass mal sehen
I added a lot of SHU people on FB in the past week, and one of the girls I added happened to be German. Next thing I know 7 FB comments later, she asked me if I wanted to room with her. I was enthralled, but now SHU is being a bitch (just like it was with my housing application) about getting this done. I hope this works out, things happen for a reason. She seems like a cool chick, the only thing I don't like is that she's seriously loaded, but at least she doesn't it flaunt it.
I've recently met two people that have had impacts in my life, N and F. Even though I haven't known them that long, it was a reality check. ich muss auf die andern immer denken, was könnte sein. immer glauben, dankbar sein. der einzige ding das stört mich etwas ist dass die deutsche leute sind so ernst. ich verstehe es nicht, warum den jungen haben keine probleme mit es. sie haben es so einfach, freunde zuhaben. für mich, es ist nur wenn etwas wichtig ist, abgehen. ich hoffe auf dieses wochenende, bamberg vielleicht. gibts halbfinale am mittwoch, lass mal sehen