I dont know whose gonna read this, frankly it doesnt matter
There are things in this life that are not easily explainable. those things are usually numerous and bring people the most confusion about how they should live their lives or what they should do in a life time. some people go to college others go straight to a work life and some just decide not to do anything. whatever anyone chooses to do is their own choice because they think that it is the right thing to do, and if they do it because someone wants them to then that isnt what should happen..people should live their lives for what they want them to be..
People plan their days according to what work or errands they have to get down that day and do not think about the unexplainable that tends to happen every day for every..and yet no one plans for it...no one plans a death or a unexpected love or anything else for that matter...they just go about their day innocent of the events that seem to surround them.no one knows whats going to happen to them until it does...the only dependable thing about that future is unncertainty and the only thing we can do is take the information we have at hand and go by what we seem to know..despite what eventually seems to change it..
There are some people in life that you meet and you think certain things about them.."this person is a good friend.." "i hate this person more than i thought i ever could..." "This person is more than i could ask for.." and numerous other things that can only be properly expressed by those who think them. Everyone will meet a friend, an enemy, an acquintence, a love, a mentor, and a million other different things..no one knows who they will meet when they get up in the morning. everyone has people they do not know what it would be like to live without...everyones a v.i.p. to someone....
Friends..they are the most important people to some of us..they make us laugh and smile and forgot our troubles despite that sometimes they can be the cause of some of our grief..we make friends during every point in our life..during grade school, middle school, high school, and most recently college/military....you live by these people your entire lives and you know where the hangout spots are and where to go if your looking for a good time and who's house is better for doing what everyone feels like doing on that day..then we grow up...we hang out with the same people through until graduation and then after that its time for most of us to move on to college/military, which means we might have to move away and away from everything we know....all of our friends....and its is the saddest day for a lot of people..that fact that they dont get to see their friends like they use to kills them...but all we havce to do is remeber where we came from and who we spent some of the best moments of our life with and that friendship will never die...and in the end it wont be how many times we have hung out together, but how many times we think of each other and that is what really counts.
When we were younger to boys girls had cooties and to girls boys were just gross..and now that we are older we know that cooties dont exist and to girls boys arent that gross anymore...both of them notice how charming the other can be and then thats how we get our first insight into something called love...one of the most complicated things in the world...we find that person who makes us smile whenever we see them and gives us this feeling of how everything in the world is right...and when you find the person who feels the same way back there is nothing better and nothing worse to experience on this planet...you both love being in each others company and eventually fall in love with each other..that one person can make us feel like everything will always be perfect and nothing should have to be worried about..you think that the two of you will be together forever..but sometimes thats not true...and this is why love is one of the most horrible things to be in...it hurts you so much..much worse then any physical pain could ever..and we dont know what we should do...eventually the love dies away and either we never talk with this person again or we become just friends but deep inside our hearts their will always be this part that was for that one person and in some cases it is never given to any one else...
As we grow we realize what is important in life and who is important..we realize that our problems of what moives we have to go see our overshadowed by jobs, school, and other, as we learn, more important things...we plan 1,000 moves ahead before taking one and somehow we still get mixed up with what wasnt apart of what we wanted to do...they can either be awful or great, but either way they hit us and there's nothing we can do sometimes..and this is when we relize who matters and who just fades away no matter how much you dont want them to..it happens....but there are also those people who stay..those who ask you how your doing and honestly mean it..those who call you because they are interested in whats going on in your life...they are the people who are going to be there for you no matter what..these are the people who want the best for you..the people you dont get to see for months or even years but when you finally see them again they give you a big smile and a hug....their special way of saying welcome back..
Between everything a single person has to go through in their lifetime it is the hardest journey one person had to take, and they have to do it alone..though friends might give their help sometimes it is still a path that one person has to walk alone...and maybe going on a journey wont be so bad after all...its already started so it might as well be finished to the best of our ability...we are going to have expierinces that will be a profound impact on our ives but we will jsut have to take it as it comes....we will meet endless friends, enemies and loves through out our lives and we have to let nothing stop us from living just so we can stay alive....
For all of those who have been by me until this point thanx.........jen, shane, bobby, caleb, robin, becky and anyone else who has ever shown me what it means to live and to love...your great friends
People plan their days according to what work or errands they have to get down that day and do not think about the unexplainable that tends to happen every day for every..and yet no one plans for it...no one plans a death or a unexpected love or anything else for that matter...they just go about their day innocent of the events that seem to surround them.no one knows whats going to happen to them until it does...the only dependable thing about that future is unncertainty and the only thing we can do is take the information we have at hand and go by what we seem to know..despite what eventually seems to change it..
There are some people in life that you meet and you think certain things about them.."this person is a good friend.." "i hate this person more than i thought i ever could..." "This person is more than i could ask for.." and numerous other things that can only be properly expressed by those who think them. Everyone will meet a friend, an enemy, an acquintence, a love, a mentor, and a million other different things..no one knows who they will meet when they get up in the morning. everyone has people they do not know what it would be like to live without...everyones a v.i.p. to someone....
Friends..they are the most important people to some of us..they make us laugh and smile and forgot our troubles despite that sometimes they can be the cause of some of our grief..we make friends during every point in our life..during grade school, middle school, high school, and most recently college/military....you live by these people your entire lives and you know where the hangout spots are and where to go if your looking for a good time and who's house is better for doing what everyone feels like doing on that day..then we grow up...we hang out with the same people through until graduation and then after that its time for most of us to move on to college/military, which means we might have to move away and away from everything we know....all of our friends....and its is the saddest day for a lot of people..that fact that they dont get to see their friends like they use to kills them...but all we havce to do is remeber where we came from and who we spent some of the best moments of our life with and that friendship will never die...and in the end it wont be how many times we have hung out together, but how many times we think of each other and that is what really counts.
When we were younger to boys girls had cooties and to girls boys were just gross..and now that we are older we know that cooties dont exist and to girls boys arent that gross anymore...both of them notice how charming the other can be and then thats how we get our first insight into something called love...one of the most complicated things in the world...we find that person who makes us smile whenever we see them and gives us this feeling of how everything in the world is right...and when you find the person who feels the same way back there is nothing better and nothing worse to experience on this planet...you both love being in each others company and eventually fall in love with each other..that one person can make us feel like everything will always be perfect and nothing should have to be worried about..you think that the two of you will be together forever..but sometimes thats not true...and this is why love is one of the most horrible things to be in...it hurts you so much..much worse then any physical pain could ever..and we dont know what we should do...eventually the love dies away and either we never talk with this person again or we become just friends but deep inside our hearts their will always be this part that was for that one person and in some cases it is never given to any one else...
As we grow we realize what is important in life and who is important..we realize that our problems of what moives we have to go see our overshadowed by jobs, school, and other, as we learn, more important things...we plan 1,000 moves ahead before taking one and somehow we still get mixed up with what wasnt apart of what we wanted to do...they can either be awful or great, but either way they hit us and there's nothing we can do sometimes..and this is when we relize who matters and who just fades away no matter how much you dont want them to..it happens....but there are also those people who stay..those who ask you how your doing and honestly mean it..those who call you because they are interested in whats going on in your life...they are the people who are going to be there for you no matter what..these are the people who want the best for you..the people you dont get to see for months or even years but when you finally see them again they give you a big smile and a hug....their special way of saying welcome back..
Between everything a single person has to go through in their lifetime it is the hardest journey one person had to take, and they have to do it alone..though friends might give their help sometimes it is still a path that one person has to walk alone...and maybe going on a journey wont be so bad after all...its already started so it might as well be finished to the best of our ability...we are going to have expierinces that will be a profound impact on our ives but we will jsut have to take it as it comes....we will meet endless friends, enemies and loves through out our lives and we have to let nothing stop us from living just so we can stay alive....
For all of those who have been by me until this point thanx.........jen, shane, bobby, caleb, robin, becky and anyone else who has ever shown me what it means to live and to love...your great friends