Jan 28, 2005 01:12
So what do i have to write about today?
Well for one i've been talkin to this guy for like a month and yesterday he left me a pretty disturbing message basically saying that he has been wasting to much time talking to me and that I'm distracting him from his dreams. I thought this was weird because he had never mentioned it before and he decided to leave this message on an im when i had up an away message. He than called me and said that he wants to start going back to church and doing the "Christian thing" and I'm like good for him. I'm not ready to do the "Christian thing" again and right now i don't see myself going back to the christian thing. That is a whole other story filled with confusion though.
What else is there to say? I went to class today and no one was there so for most of the day I thought i must have missed something last class because I didn't know where anyone was. I realized like an hour ago that the class starts at 12:30 and I thought it was at 10 so that explains a lot including that I'm an idiot.
Hmmm.. What else is there to say? Oh yeah, I think people find it hard to speak to me sometimes which could be a problem if I want to be a counselor when I finish school. My two best friends were afraid to tell me that they have been dating. I don't know how they thought I was going to react but i don't think that they thought I would be okay with it. The only thing that bothered me about it was that they were afrai to tell me. The samething happened with my friend Rae. She was afraid to tell me that she was dating thing guy. I don't know why people feel like they have to keep things from me but whatever i guess they have their reasons. I think i'm pretty easy to talk to but maybe I'm wrong.
Wow didn't think I would have so much to say and I'm still not done. I did go to walmart today so my residents shouldn't have anything to complain about for the next day or so. They got soap and air freshener. For myself I finally bought a refill for my plug-in. Now when I breath in it smells great, Okay the smell of chinese is in the air because it's sitting on my desk. My room is a mess and i still have laundry to put away. I wonder if alex is awake..hmmm I should just get my butt to bed I have class at 10am and i'm not gonna be happy when i wake up. well that is all i have to say for now i guess. Nite readers. -LIZ