Aug 04, 2004 04:34
decompressing from another nightmare shift at work. left later than i did yesterday. seasonal orders. no neo wednesdays, more than likely for the next few weeks.
I wish that i had the mental composition and capacity for collecting all the thoughts that i've had, and for capturing all my experiences of the last few days.
I'm just so inarticulate today. oh wait. thats been the trend as of late. I need a good long saturday afternoon writing burn out. Too bad that doesnt look like its going to happen for some time. dammit. fit it in somewhere else.
Still cant think. Nezzie is trying to eat my sweatshirt currently.
insomnia is returning.
my appetite is departing.
These thunderstorms are ominous.
it leaves me feeling hollow.
it leaves me feeling skeletal.
and yet, i accept it.
acceptance is not defeat.
where ever you are, I pray you find peace.