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I'm restless and irritated. Not with Jake, or my family or his family... Just restless. One of my turns I suppose. I'm tired of doing the same thing everyday. Bet you never thought you'd catch me saying that one. Oh, you're such a creature of habit. You fear change. Why do you think you didn't go with Josh? Why do you think you got so scared? Because it was a huge change. Stupid stupid stupid. Stop being afraid. Well, anyway, I make mistakes but everything that happens makes me better.
Anyway, restless. I hate school, but I feel like I need to go back. What do I do now? I got to work. I come home. I clean. I sleep. I need to be spontaneous. I need to go out and do something for Christ's sake. I need to get a hobby. Actually, I have one. I like painting, but we haven't had the time or extra money to go and get the couple of canvas' I want.
I did a sketch. Because it was an image that invaded my dreams. I mean, I saw it every single time I closed my eyes. So, on Thursday, I sat at home and sketched it out in the dark and in the silence. It took me almost three hours. It's something of a religious or spiritual work I guess. It's a wing, not your typical angel wing. It has six feather-like things each with one of the names of the archangels. Yes, if any of you know anything about the bible there are seven archangels. The seventh angel has his name running down the side of the wing in purple. In large letters, outlined in gold it says Gabriel. At the top point of the wing there is a gold lined Halo and to the left a moon with and eye. The feather-like things are red, outlined in black and gold, and the names inside are yellow. The background is just grey smeared pencil and lightly written in a black coloured pencil are Biblical quotes about the angels and Psalm 23 I believe... And in even lighter purple coloured pencil it says "Father, Son, Holy Ghost"
Yeah, you people didn't know I knew a little something about religion now did you? Also beside Gabriel it says "Raze cities of sin." Gabriel was thought to be the messanger of God. His left hand, if I'm not mistaken, and the punisher of cities of sin. Why I know all this, I have no idea. I've done research on the Internet, and we've got a dictionary of Angels. But that's only for the most recent deeper research, I've known about Angels since I was young. Used to be a church-goer. I mean like, went to Vacation Bible School and went to Sunday School and shit like that...
It's a decent sketch.
But the day I was drawing it, something got into me. Maybe it's all the movies I've been watching about schizos or something, but as I was freaked out. Crawling in my skin, if you will. You know how you see those movies where the person has something that won't leave them alone and they draw and write and scribble all over the walls? That was me, I came two inches from that. I don't know what my problem was but I was not amused.
Anyway, I got the image out, so I'm back to normal.
And just so everyone knows people who call in to a call center about a game website not working are complete fucking morons with no hope of attaining any brain-cells because they've squandered them on filthy, vulgar chat and Java games. Thank you very much, have a good day.
Anyway, restless. I hate school, but I feel like I need to go back. What do I do now? I got to work. I come home. I clean. I sleep. I need to be spontaneous. I need to go out and do something for Christ's sake. I need to get a hobby. Actually, I have one. I like painting, but we haven't had the time or extra money to go and get the couple of canvas' I want.
I did a sketch. Because it was an image that invaded my dreams. I mean, I saw it every single time I closed my eyes. So, on Thursday, I sat at home and sketched it out in the dark and in the silence. It took me almost three hours. It's something of a religious or spiritual work I guess. It's a wing, not your typical angel wing. It has six feather-like things each with one of the names of the archangels. Yes, if any of you know anything about the bible there are seven archangels. The seventh angel has his name running down the side of the wing in purple. In large letters, outlined in gold it says Gabriel. At the top point of the wing there is a gold lined Halo and to the left a moon with and eye. The feather-like things are red, outlined in black and gold, and the names inside are yellow. The background is just grey smeared pencil and lightly written in a black coloured pencil are Biblical quotes about the angels and Psalm 23 I believe... And in even lighter purple coloured pencil it says "Father, Son, Holy Ghost"
Yeah, you people didn't know I knew a little something about religion now did you? Also beside Gabriel it says "Raze cities of sin." Gabriel was thought to be the messanger of God. His left hand, if I'm not mistaken, and the punisher of cities of sin. Why I know all this, I have no idea. I've done research on the Internet, and we've got a dictionary of Angels. But that's only for the most recent deeper research, I've known about Angels since I was young. Used to be a church-goer. I mean like, went to Vacation Bible School and went to Sunday School and shit like that...
It's a decent sketch.
But the day I was drawing it, something got into me. Maybe it's all the movies I've been watching about schizos or something, but as I was freaked out. Crawling in my skin, if you will. You know how you see those movies where the person has something that won't leave them alone and they draw and write and scribble all over the walls? That was me, I came two inches from that. I don't know what my problem was but I was not amused.
Anyway, I got the image out, so I'm back to normal.
And just so everyone knows people who call in to a call center about a game website not working are complete fucking morons with no hope of attaining any brain-cells because they've squandered them on filthy, vulgar chat and Java games. Thank you very much, have a good day.