update
soo i havent updated in a long ass time...mostly cause ive been busy with friends, school and jimmy of course. and normally i only update when something is bothering me, but ive been extremely happy..above myself actually..im not use to being this happy and sometimes i cant help but think to myself it's gotta end sometime...cause when i get this happy it always seems to get ruined..NOT that i want it to get ruined, but thats just how my luck turns out..lol but yes..ive been extremely happy..got good plans for valentines day, just gotta get a push on them thats all...lol well or the weekend of anywayz....and then the weekend after im going to Mass. with Laura to see Buddy at college, while Jimmy goes to see his friend at college somewhere else, not exactly sure where...thats got me kinda nervous in a sense..not really but kinda..i mean it'll be a good thing for us to get away from each other for a weekend..not even a weekend its liek 2 and a half days..but still..im not use to going like an entire day without seein him let alone a weekend...and god only knows bout the girls there ;-) lol..but i trust him..and im gonna be bugging out wanting to call him 24-7 but laura already promised to stop me if i try to call him too much..cause i dont wanna ruin his fun..lol well thats about all i ahve to say really..lol *mwahz