lovin you could be suicide
so in about a month or soooo the notebook comes out on vhs and dvd..im excited for that..uknow it!!!!
ive had a lot going on in my head lately..and hopefully that'll all be put to rest tomorrow...or it could just get worse...but the idea of it all getting put to rest makes me feel better.
i didnt update much the past week or so..but with break and actually being able to sleep i havent had the time to update. lol...christmas was great...got to spend it with my loving boyfriend. new years eve..kinda beat..but good all in all..i got to kiss my boyfriend the second the new year started...i mean...to kiss the person u love in the first minute of the new year?? what can be better than that?? lol, and of course my best friend paul had spent it with me too. and i hung out with bart during the day. lol i dragged him along food shopping and candle shopping. lol
but i got sense tomorrow..and my baby's bday is in a week and one day and he'll be 20...what a fucking grandpa man!! lol JK! baby...
ive been doing a lot of thinking..and ya know...sometimes u just dont realize how good you have it..or how lucky u are until something huge happens. but lately ive been realizing how good my life is..and ive stopped most of the stupid shit i was doing. i have great friends...a loving boyfriend..who i wouldnt wanna picture my life without..and who i love more then everything in the world...i have a wonderful family..for the most part..lol, i just wish my brother didnt live soo god damn far away..but whatever. but yeh...
Jimmy...i love you sooo much..and im sorry if lately i havent been showing it, or acting like it even, but ive just had soo much shit on my mind...and i know it isnt right to take it out on you...but i know you understand, and i know you know...that..I LOVE YOU..and only you...for as long as you want me :-)
Becky, Paul, Nikki, Kay, BrianS, and AnnA--i honestly dont know where i'd be without you guys. you guys cheer me up when i am down, keep me company when im home at night in my pj's alone already watching a movie. and you help me out whenever i need you..and instead of feeding me the bullshit i wanna hear..you give me the stuff i NEED to hear..the truth..and thats why i love you all soo much. i'd be completely and utterly lost without the 6 of you!!! thanks for always being there...i love you all...soooo much...and im always here for you...
sorry..i just thought i should let them all know how grateful i am to have them all in my life. i might not be the popular girl who has everyone following behind me, or wanting to talk to me..but the selected few..i have...is all i need...:-)
HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE
<3<3Jen
ive had a lot going on in my head lately..and hopefully that'll all be put to rest tomorrow...or it could just get worse...but the idea of it all getting put to rest makes me feel better.
i didnt update much the past week or so..but with break and actually being able to sleep i havent had the time to update. lol...christmas was great...got to spend it with my loving boyfriend. new years eve..kinda beat..but good all in all..i got to kiss my boyfriend the second the new year started...i mean...to kiss the person u love in the first minute of the new year?? what can be better than that?? lol, and of course my best friend paul had spent it with me too. and i hung out with bart during the day. lol i dragged him along food shopping and candle shopping. lol
but i got sense tomorrow..and my baby's bday is in a week and one day and he'll be 20...what a fucking grandpa man!! lol JK! baby...
ive been doing a lot of thinking..and ya know...sometimes u just dont realize how good you have it..or how lucky u are until something huge happens. but lately ive been realizing how good my life is..and ive stopped most of the stupid shit i was doing. i have great friends...a loving boyfriend..who i wouldnt wanna picture my life without..and who i love more then everything in the world...i have a wonderful family..for the most part..lol, i just wish my brother didnt live soo god damn far away..but whatever. but yeh...
Jimmy...i love you sooo much..and im sorry if lately i havent been showing it, or acting like it even, but ive just had soo much shit on my mind...and i know it isnt right to take it out on you...but i know you understand, and i know you know...that..I LOVE YOU..and only you...for as long as you want me :-)
Becky, Paul, Nikki, Kay, BrianS, and AnnA--i honestly dont know where i'd be without you guys. you guys cheer me up when i am down, keep me company when im home at night in my pj's alone already watching a movie. and you help me out whenever i need you..and instead of feeding me the bullshit i wanna hear..you give me the stuff i NEED to hear..the truth..and thats why i love you all soo much. i'd be completely and utterly lost without the 6 of you!!! thanks for always being there...i love you all...soooo much...and im always here for you...
sorry..i just thought i should let them all know how grateful i am to have them all in my life. i might not be the popular girl who has everyone following behind me, or wanting to talk to me..but the selected few..i have...is all i need...:-)
HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE
<3<3Jen