oh my gosh
well..today i stayed home from school cuz i came down with the flu last night and me and laura were in oakland at blimpie and i got sick. sucked major ass so we came back here and watched jersey girl(which i had watched earlier that day with Jimmy or maybe it was the night before im not sure) and then she left and i sat on the computer til like 11 cuz my stomach hurt soo fucking bad. so i woke up at like 12ish today i guess when jimmy came over to keep me company. he rented me a movie...btw..im never lettin him rent a movie unless i approve it first..it sucked..lol nah it wasnt that bad...it couldve been worse. but yeh i started to feel better, he left at like 2:10 and i didnt want him to leave..but its always like that when he leaves...he's just drives me crazy..in a good way of course. then i attempted to go blonde..but the dye didnt do anything to my hair so im gonna try again tomorrow, hopefully. but me and tony were going through old school photos and memories and it just made me wanna cry, bcuz i miss those days when everyone got along and we all had sooo much fun. and now we look at those pics and none of us are really even friends with each other anymore..and it sucks. *tears* but the pictures are interestin for the most part. saw Jimmy dancing with some girls...interesting VERY interesting..me and erin were laughing so hard we were crying...lol...now im just chillin talking to BrianS and wasting time before i go to sleep for school tomorrow..hope i didnt miss much today...
tomorrow hanging out with Laur. and Bud..and of course jimmy cuz its a tuesday, then going to his house around 9:15 to decorate his tree..he didnt gimmie much of a choice in that situation..LOL...jk..i dont mind...we came to the decision we're eating dinner here on christmas and dessert at his house. cuz i spent thanksgiving with his family so i gotta at least eat dinner withmy family..and maybe i'll have my own car to drive :-) yeh right getting my hopes a little high on thatone i think..but yeh...i cant believe christmas is in like a week and a half..thats fucking crazy. it definately doesnt feel like christmas to me, i havent gotten like any shopping done, and i hate christmas..bah..even more this year, cuz even tho i havent expressed it very much..i miss my grandma soo much...my life is just soo useless and empty without her...:-\ but yeh..im off
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tomorrow hanging out with Laur. and Bud..and of course jimmy cuz its a tuesday, then going to his house around 9:15 to decorate his tree..he didnt gimmie much of a choice in that situation..LOL...jk..i dont mind...we came to the decision we're eating dinner here on christmas and dessert at his house. cuz i spent thanksgiving with his family so i gotta at least eat dinner withmy family..and maybe i'll have my own car to drive :-) yeh right getting my hopes a little high on thatone i think..but yeh...i cant believe christmas is in like a week and a half..thats fucking crazy. it definately doesnt feel like christmas to me, i havent gotten like any shopping done, and i hate christmas..bah..even more this year, cuz even tho i havent expressed it very much..i miss my grandma soo much...my life is just soo useless and empty without her...:-\ but yeh..im off
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