le jour un (of my death)
Hold on by Jamie Walters
I don't wanna see you ever sad
And every thing that I've got, you can have
When it's all to much, You need some human touch
To see it's really not so bad
Did you call on every saint you know
And still you feel like you're all alone
Can you see through your tears, I will always be here
You're not out there baby on your own
Hold on till you feel a little stronger
Hold on to me
And I said
Hold on, everthings gonna be alright
Just hold on to me tonight.
Everything that hurts you
Hurts me too
And I'm not gonna let your world turn blue
Will you take my hand and feel how close I am
There Ain't nothing I won't do for you.
Hold on till you feel a little stonger
Hold on to me and I said
Hold on everything's gonna be alright
Just hold on to me tonight
I know the world can drag ya to your knees
But when you need to cry baby, cry to me
Hold on till ya feel a little stronger
Hold on to me Yeah and I said
Hold on, everythings gonna be alright
Just hold on to me tonight
Just hold on to me tonight.
I want a certain person(the only person that really reads my stupid words) to know that NO NO NO you did and said NOTHING wrong. You have never been anything but true and loyal to me. You were correct in asking what you did about(the monster). I will say only that my untimley demise and the untimely death of you were mentioned. I was afraid not for you but for me and the kids. The monster is highly unstable, more than usual and I don't think he'd hesitate to take off with my children(he has the funds I don't) I know I should just walk away because at least then I'd be living. Here my soul is dying and I'm slowly losing all the things and people that keep me planted in the here and now. I threw up later because this one sentence kepr repeating in my head " If I don't see you again, I will miss you" Oh god, I wanted to cry and tell you everything he had said and done to me to get me to make that phone call. I will just say this "Don't give up on me!" I'm surviving this knowing that you are still keeping me in your heart. I don't want the monster to take that away from me too. I keep thinking about how happy I was to run up and hug you on Friday. In my darkest time there you were hugging me making it better. I can't wait for the day when I can say " It's all good" Because as of now it's really not all good!
Today's thought: Please let me not harm myself before this nightmare is over.
I don't wanna see you ever sad
And every thing that I've got, you can have
When it's all to much, You need some human touch
To see it's really not so bad
Did you call on every saint you know
And still you feel like you're all alone
Can you see through your tears, I will always be here
You're not out there baby on your own
Hold on till you feel a little stronger
Hold on to me
And I said
Hold on, everthings gonna be alright
Just hold on to me tonight.
Everything that hurts you
Hurts me too
And I'm not gonna let your world turn blue
Will you take my hand and feel how close I am
There Ain't nothing I won't do for you.
Hold on till you feel a little stonger
Hold on to me and I said
Hold on everything's gonna be alright
Just hold on to me tonight
I know the world can drag ya to your knees
But when you need to cry baby, cry to me
Hold on till ya feel a little stronger
Hold on to me Yeah and I said
Hold on, everythings gonna be alright
Just hold on to me tonight
Just hold on to me tonight.
I want a certain person(the only person that really reads my stupid words) to know that NO NO NO you did and said NOTHING wrong. You have never been anything but true and loyal to me. You were correct in asking what you did about(the monster). I will say only that my untimley demise and the untimely death of you were mentioned. I was afraid not for you but for me and the kids. The monster is highly unstable, more than usual and I don't think he'd hesitate to take off with my children(he has the funds I don't) I know I should just walk away because at least then I'd be living. Here my soul is dying and I'm slowly losing all the things and people that keep me planted in the here and now. I threw up later because this one sentence kepr repeating in my head " If I don't see you again, I will miss you" Oh god, I wanted to cry and tell you everything he had said and done to me to get me to make that phone call. I will just say this "Don't give up on me!" I'm surviving this knowing that you are still keeping me in your heart. I don't want the monster to take that away from me too. I keep thinking about how happy I was to run up and hug you on Friday. In my darkest time there you were hugging me making it better. I can't wait for the day when I can say " It's all good" Because as of now it's really not all good!
Today's thought: Please let me not harm myself before this nightmare is over.