22 years and you still can not be a dad

Jan 26, 2006 18:54

I dont like saying this but sometimes I hate my real dad. He is such a fat mouth liar face. We talked for a hour if not more about all kinds of stuff and he told me that if I ever need help to just ask. If I need tires, brakes, and so on that its not a big deal and the money is there.

Well I had to get tires last week. I did not have the cash on me so Bobby got them for me. He got a good deal since his friend works at a tire place. I am paying bobby back to the tires because they were not that much and he helps me out all the time. And I was planning on buying them myself anyways.

After going through all the bills. We find out that money is pretty tight. Now because of the tires and all the bills. I am short. So I did what my real dad told me, let him know.

Of course like always he cant help me like he said. And then he goes on about how he thinks my life is shitty and that he's not too sure about bobby. God for once in his life I wish he could be happy for me. And see that I am happy with my life and who I am with.

I didnt ask him to bitch to me about everything. I just asked for a little help.

Once again, he wants to be a dad when he can be mean. He can never keep a promise. I should be use to this by now, but its hard.

I hate that he has never wanted to be a father to his only child.

He will always be someone that breaks a promise. My step dad is who I think of as a father. He has always been there for me.
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