Apr 25, 2005 21:37
What if I never moved to Bakersfield? What if I went to school in L.A.? What if I was still living with my mom? What if my dad stopped being negative? What if I would have never met him? What If, What If, What If...........
FUCK the "What If". I am where I am today because I WANT to be. I LOVE where I am in life right now. I have never been this happy before. And the reasons behind the happiness are because of the way my mother raised me. The way she has always been my best friend and a great mother, my shoulder to cry on, my smile when I seem to have miss-placed mine. I have met an amazing man. He has showed me that life is worth living. And that there was a great guy left it just took me a while to find him.
Hi my name is Taylor, this is my life, I am the way I am because of many different reasons, Through all the up's and many downs in my life, I have learned so much. Yes I have my problems, but so does everyone else in this fucked up world. I can be the sweetest person ever and I can be the biggest bitch as well....
To all the people that have always been there for me. THANK YOU!! Your amazing. It's great to see that there are still good hearted people out there. To all the people that have fucked me over, Here's a big fat FUCK YOU. Yeah I have learned from those people. It sucks that sometimes you have to learn the hard way. But hey that's life and this is mine. If you dont like it. FUCK OFF. There is no room in my life for shitty people. My time is valuable. So dont waste it.
A great woman told me tonight that it's about trust, it's about throwing the "What If's" out the window, and to talk, ALWAYS talk, in the end it is just going to be the two of you. That's it. And dont forget to laugh together.