May 31, 2003 01:43
(OOC question: Am I allowed to curse? ;) Let me know if it's a bad idea)
I'm so tired of running.
Mom's drunken alcoholic boyfriend showed up again last night ranting and raving about how my mom owes him money or some b.s like that. She's of course scared out of her mind and he's about to beat her to death. But then she does something. She fucking took the keys and got in the car and left. He came after me, but I just kinda took off for the woods. I had to get out of there before he killed me.
The woods are kinda scary at night..So I come back a couple of hours later and it doesn't appear that he's there at all. Thank god. But mom's not back either. Shit.
Woke up later though. It's morning..school time..Mom's still not back. School was okay, almost got into a fight with someone. Came home. She's not back. The days just kinda go forward. I don't know what day it is now. But she still hasn't come home. I'm thinking she never will.
I pack up my things, and take the car and head off. I don't know where I'm going, or what I'm going to do..but eventually..I'll have to stop running.