THE MATTER OF TRUST (3/3) [Complete]
OMG pls don't shoot me pretty ladies !!! I know my sin already >.<"
Ahahahah AJ has been fooling around too much and rooting on my friends' updates so yeahhh, my own work only comes into the spotlight now *scratch head* Anyway, the last part of this triple shot is here now. Enjoy okay!!! This time I'll be around more frequently, who knows xD
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Title: The matter of trust.
Author: AJ faithful5
Pairing: YunJae, slightly YooSu.
Genre: Romance, slight angst.
Length: Triple shots
Rating : PG - PG13
Summary: An article read on the Internet is the last straw to make Yunho fume with anger and jaelousy take control of himself.
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The night found Jaejoong sitting at the swing once again, staring blankly into nothingness and sighing once in a while. After a heartfelt talk with Yoochun earlier, the lead singer was finally back to normal. He came out of the long cold shower as fresh as newly baked bread and went for dinner with the heart to call his boyfriend and talk things out right away. But for now, much to his disappointment, the leader just didn’t pick up. Instead, Jaejoong was connected to the voicemail, which he didn’t bother to leave any messages. He wanted to talk to the bass husky voice of Jung Yunho, not a damn automatic device. The lead singer leaned back to the swing; looking up to the sky and let cold breeze of winter hit his angelic face.
Why didn’t you pick up Yunho~ah ? You still don’t wanna talk to me ? I was wrong and I’m sorry, please talk to me baby! Give me one more chance. Give us one more chance. Don’t you love me anymore?
Many thoughts ran through his mind and the possibility of Yunho doesn’t love him anymore made Jaejoong’s face wet and salty. Closing his eyes to the sight of his beloved smiling leader, the angel let more tears roll out as he brought himself back to the memory land, where he could find the Yunho that loved him and always cared for him. Jaejoong hugged himself tightly and made believe that it was his lover’s tender embrace.
It was a cold winter night. One broken soul was left alone. Freezing yet yearning to be healed and warmed.
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With a heavy head and eyes still closed, Jaejoong felt his body floating, no, not floating, more like being lift up cuz he could sense something solid supporting his back and legs. And this something was familiarly warm. The lead singer cuddled closer to this source of warmness, not even give a damn about what is this something. He just needed to feel warm, needed to feel secured.
This is so comfortable! It’s been a long time since I last had this kind of comfort and relief. So heart-warming and soul-healing. It’s like I don’t have to worry about anything. It’s like being loved and protected. It’s like being in Yunho’s embrace.
After a while, Jaejoong felt himself being laid on a soft mattress, “No! Don’t leave me!” he muttered incoherently when that source of warmness left him and was replaced by something else velvet-like. “I feel so cold!” And Jaejoong didn’t lie one bit. This silky thing could keep him warm physically but it could do nothing to lessen the coldness and loneliness building up inside his heart. Just then, Jaejoong sensed the other side of the bed shifted and some weight pressed against his body. A pair of arm-like things came up to his waist and shoulder, caringly trapping him in between. That familiar warmness was back to him. The lead singer smiled in content as he scooted closer and made himself at home in that aura. Jaejoong felt calm, as calm as ever, he needed nothing more as long as he had this soothing feeling.
Maybe he was dreaming. But even just in a dream, let Jaejoong feel at ease.
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“Baby!”
“……” , only murmur came out as a reply to the voice.
“Jaejoongie you’re burning. Wake up baby!”
“W-what…is it ?”, this time Jaejoong managed to form a question though his eyes still didn’t crack open.
“Wake up for a bit to have medicine and we go back to sleep okay.”
The lead singer made the voice talk to his back when he turned around and buried his head deep under the pillow, “No…sleepy…dizzy…d-don’t wanna…zzz…ahhh why is it so hot…zzz”, a whine blurted out.
“I’m serious here Jaejoong~ah, you’re like a burning charcoal. Wake up!
“Go away…I’m sleeping…zzz…so hot…hot!”, Jaejoong kicked the blanket off the bed and started to unbutton his shirt, or more like ripped it open, as the temperature increased.
Just like its owner, the voice didn’t give in that easy, “Okay, if you insist!” With just that, the owner of that bass husky voice pulled Jaejoong to sit up face to face with him on the bed. The angel, of course, still didn’t open his eyes though he did try to whisper some words of protest weakly, his head unconsciously tilted to the side. The other man made Jaejoong’s upper body lean on his toned chest and positioned the smaller man’s head to rest on his shoulder. He then reached for the medicine and the water bottle on the nightstand. Uncapped the bottle, the taller man put a pill into his mouth and gulped some water, carefully not to swallow it and quickly for it not to melt. He tilted his head to the side of Jaejoong, angled his mouth perfectly to capture the leader singer’s plump lips.
Chemical reaction happened when the two pairs of lips touched and it got nothing to do with those chemical substances inside the pill. Jaejoong shivered when he felt something soft landed on his own lips, pleaded them open and water started to flow in along with something that made him wince because of its bitterness. He gulped and swallowed whatever was being lured into his throat, as fast as he could, just to catch the sweetness lingering somewhere on his tongue tip. The pill and the water were nowhere to be seen, instead, there was another tongue invading his cavern, savoring every corner of it. And Jaejoong found himself responding to the invader, even more hungrily and demandingly. Battling and fighting for dominance.
Cursing the lack of air and the need to breathe, the invader pulled away and Jaejoong finally opened his eyes to the sight of, “Why there is a bear in my room ?!?”, the lead singer breathed out after a few times of blinking, trying to take in his surrounding.
“You’re awake baby!”
“I don’t know that bear is allowed to wander around here. And did you just kiss me ?”, Jaejoong giggled and “the bear” nodded.
“Hahaha I also don’t know bear can kiss this well! But why are you not in the zoo ?
“I sneaked out to find someone named Kim Jaejoong.”
“I am Kim Jaejoong. How did you know to find me here ?”
“A friend of mine called and told me that he was with Kim Jaejoong . He told me that my boyfriend had been sulking and depressing non-stop after out fight at his house. My friend also told me about how my love did nothing but spaced out like a lifeless log and spent his days on liquor, didn’t stop blaming himself about all that happened. He threatened to only let me know where my love is if I promise to not be a drama queen anymore and come to make things right. And…”
But Jaejoong just cut the other man off, “By any chance, does your friend happen to be under the name of Park Yoochun ?”, and the man nodded again with a sly smile.
“Park Yoochun, I’m so gonna torture his kamo butt”, the singer cursed his dongsaeng and gestured the taller man to talk more.
“Why don’t you lay down first and we continue, you’re sick you know!”
“I am sick ? How ? I don’t remember me being sick!”
The man gently pushed Jaejoong to lay flat on his back onto the bed, tucking him under the warm blanket before he replied, “When I cam here, I went around the suit but you were no where to be found, I panicked but then luckily, I spotted the veranda door open so I came out and found you sleeping on the swing, without a jacket or a sweater on even though it’s one cold winter night…”
“Wait! I remember something lift me up and carried me aroung. Was that something you ?, Jaejoong’s eyes widened since blurry fragment of memory came knocking on his mind.
“I don’t thing we have anyone else here except the two of us so yes, it was me!”, the man leaned down to the level of Jaejoong’s face, brushed aside his bang and marked his forehead with a kiss then he went on, “You’re not burning by that time, so I took you to bed and let you sleep some more. I watched you sleep then I too, fell asleep beside you. When I woke up earlier, you’re burning and murmuring non-stop about someone named Yunho.”
By the time the man finished talking, he was already under the same blanket as Jaejoong, wrapping the smaller man in his protective arms.
“Jaejoong~ah, I am sorry!”
“Yunho~ah, I am sorry!”
The couple whispered in unison and they stared at each other for a while before Yunho chuckled, “So I have a name now ? Not a bear anymore ?”
“Shut up, you’re ruining the mood, why did you have to bring on the bear ?, Jaejoong punched his boyfriend softly in the chest, smiling shyly all the way.
“Because you’re too cute Boo, acting innocent and clueless all the time!”
“Stupid bear!”, the lead singer couldn’t hide his blushes and the leader couldn’t help but squeeze his pink cheeks and pecked him on the lips.
After leaning back, Yunho cupped Jaejoong’s face and stared deep down into his angel’s eyes, the eyes that made him fall in love all over again.
“Baby I’m sorry, I was such an unreasonable jerk!”, Yunho began pouring his heart out.
“……”
“I broke my promise with you. I let jealousy take control of myself and hurt the one I love the most.”
“No Yunnie, it’s my fault. I should have told you everything first. I broke my promise with you too. If I had told you I met and befriended JiYong in the first place, you wouldn’t have been that mad and we wouldn’t have fought.”
“No, I was so blind. I should have known you more than that. It’s your nature to be friendly to people and you always want to have more friends. I should have understood your feelings. You were lonely than ever and you need someone to accompany.”
“But I promised to tell you anything and everything, I know you hate being clueless about me but this time I didn’t tell you and let you read nonsense from the media…”
Jaejoong was cut half way when a slender finger shut his mouth up; Yunho held him tighter and looked straight into his eyes.
“I should have trusted my baby more! It’s my fault because I doubted your love and I lost faith in us.”
“……”
“Ever since you left that night at Yoochun’s house, I was haunting by what you said. I locked myself inside the bedroom; I didn’t drink a droplet though I really wanted to lost myself somewhere in the liquor. But then I thought, even when I’m sober I still couldn’t think properly and hurt you my stupid accusations so what can I do if I drink ? So I just laid there on our bed, inhaling the fading scent of lavender and thinking about you as sweet memory came running back to me.”
“……”, Jaejoong was overwhelmed with tears but he still listened to his lover intensively.
“In my memory of you, there weren’t any pieces that didn’t show your love to me. And it came to me as a shock of how stupid I was to ever doubt this person. I laughed at myself. If this person didn’t love me then who the hell would ever love me ? But then Jaejoong~ah, I was more of scared when I read that article than I was jealous and angry. You know our situation. I was so scared of losing you. I feared that out of loneliness, you might search for other comfort when I’m not around to care for you. I felt so insecure and helpless. I felt so lost. That’s why I acted like a jerk. I’m sorry! ”
The lead singer smiled faintly, “I know that and trust me, I’m not any better than you.”
“It’s my fault I made such a fuss before I heard you out. It’s my fault I broke our promise. It’s my fault I accused you of something you didn’t do. It’s my fault I didn’t trust you enough. It’s my fault I let you spend this holiday without me when you put so much effort in planning this.” Yunho caress Jaejoong’s face and gently and warmed the latter’s hand in his.
“Me too. It’s my fault I didn’t tell you first. It’s my fault I broke your promise. It’s my fault I slapped you and it’s my fault I ….hmm what else ?”
“Just that baby, nothing else. I was more at fault than you!” the taller man smiled at his boyfriend and pulled him closer into his embrace.”
“But my fault is bigger, because if not for me not telling you, we wouldn’t have fought and messed up with the holiday. I’m sorry!”
“Enough with that. At last we made up and I am here with you right ? So it doesn’t matter anymore.”
“Yunnie~ah, this time we promise the same thing together okay ?”
“Anything you want baby! Your word is my command!”
“Sweet talker! Don’t know why I fall for such a bear like this ?”, the angel whispered into his lover’s chest.
“You know why baby, don’t conflict with your own self.”
“Don’t think too highly of yourself, leader~sshi! Now where was I ? Ahhh right, Yunnie~ah, I want us to promise each other not to let things like this happen once again. Can you do that baby ?”, Jaejoong voiced out and Yunho nodded in satisfaction and agreement.
Jaejoong held his pinky out and whispered “Promise!” but his boyfriend just grinned mischievously at him and didn’t utter a single word, then…
A pair of lips captured his own, pulled him into a passionate kiss and “I promise!” was heard along the way. The devil let go of Jaejoong after seeing him all senseless and breathless “I think this way of marking a promise is way better, don’t you think so ?”
“You seriously have no shame at all”
“You just realized it now ? I thought you’re the one understand me the best!” The leader put his forehead onto Jaejoong’s to feel his temperature. “You’re still slightly burning baby! Do we need to go to the hospital ?”
“No need, I just have to sleep and tomorrow morning it will be gone. But you have to stay here with me”
Yunho soothed his boyfriend’s back and hummed softly, singing Jaejoong to sleep by his husky voice “I promise I’ll be the first face you see tomorrow morning. Now go to sleep baby!” and he kissed Jaejoong goodnight in the forehead, trailing down to his pointy nose then turned to both side of blushing cheeks and finally stopped at his favorite spot, the pouty heaven.
“Wait! Now I remember one thing, leader~sshi. Why didn’t you pick up the phone when I called you this morning ? Don’t tell me you were still playing hard to get on your way here!”
“Ahahah that….hmm…I-I left my cellphone at home and mistakenly took Changmin’s instead!”
“WHAT ?!?”
“I know I know baby, but I went crazy the moment Yoochun told me where you are, I was just too eager to go find you, stay by your side and make lov- ahh make up with you so I just grabbed whatever looked like a cellphone on the table.”
“Have you tasted his wrath yet ?”
“No, I left while he was sleeping. When I realized that was his phone, I shut it off so that he wouldn’t call” the infamous forgetful leader flashed his white teeth at Jaejoong.
“You’re hopeless, Yunho~ah!”, the sick man pushed his lover’s head playfully and slapped him in the arm.
“You know you love me like this baby. Beside, it’s because you weren’t there to remind me!” Yunho also knew how to pout like Jaejoong and this made the latter chuckled.
“I’m so madly in love with this pabo, I’m hopeless!”
“We’re madly in love with each other and we’re both hopeless. But not like I wanna be any different.” Yunho cooed and Jaejoong just giggled.
“Let’s sleep baby, it’s 1am already!”
“But where is Yoochun ? He’s still here right ?”
“Nahh…he drove back right when I came here and I bet he’s with Junsu right now.”
“Crazy bastard!”
“Now shall we sleep ? I’m tired too.”
“How about we do something more fun, I don’t wanna sleep” Jaejoong smiled seductively and turned on his sexy mode.
“But you’re sick Joongie~ah! You need to rest.”
“You don’t want me anymore ?” The sexy beast pouted and pretended to be all miserable when under the blanket, his hands started to work on little Yunnie and the taller man gasped
“I-I…Joongie~ah! Of course I want you, how can I n-not ? Oh my goshh the moment I s-saw you on the swing, I wanted to jump onto you that instant.”
“Then what are you waiting for ?”
Yunho succeeded in catching Jaejoong’s hands and brought them close to his chest, he calmly stated “But as much as I want, your health comes first BooJae~ah!”
“But I don’t feel sick. I’m still hot but who said it was because of the fever ?” And those hands broke free from Yunho’s grab, coming back back to where it wanted to be.
Despite cold wind kept blowing violently outside, two souls still found their way back to its right places, one completed another, both physically and spiritually. After all the hardship, true love will survive and even bloom more beautifully, as long as they don’t let it go.
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You know! Tonight never stops so come closer my sexy baby…
You know! Love never stops as it is. Come on baby…
You know! Tonight never stops. Give it to me tonight boo, my baby…
You know! Love never stops. It’s a party tonight…
Jaejoong fished for his cellphone from somewhere under the pillow, he groaned in irritation and flipped it open “Hello!” just to hear his beloved maknae’voice boomed through the speaker.
“Hyung~ah! Where is Yunho hyung ?!? That man took my damn cell with him!”
“Changmin~ah, such chaos this early in the morning ? He’s here. He’s sleeping. He’ll go back and give you your damn cell. Yeahh soon I think, if nothing went wrong.”
“Yeahh nothing will go wrong if you guys don’t go at it like rabbit and forget the whole world…”
“Glad you know about that possibility. Bye Minnie~ah. Good day!” and the oldest hyung hanged up on his dongsaeng.
“I didn’t know your ringtone is that song! My Boo is too obsessed with me”
“Shut up!”
“It’s the special version I made just for you.”
“Of course it is. How the hell can I listen to you calling some “lady” to bed everyday ?”
“My wifey!”
“Wah Yunho~ah, you’re burning like a charcoal! Wake up!”
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This is the resort's bedroom where everything in this chap happened. Pls imagine the nightstand , lol~
So, end of my very first grown-up YunJae fic. Comments are <3 I really tried my best but *sigh* who thinks AJ should just stick with chibi YunJae, pls raise your hands!
Btw, I know K-Cassies have something called "500 reasons why YunJae is real" but I only read up to 60 of them in Vietnamese -.-" Does anyone have the whole thing in English ? Pls send it to me if you do alright *bribe you with YunJae cookies*
