Tears and Incriminations...

[faithcb]

Dude! Since when does Angel have a Livejournal?

Seriously, didn't think you were one for talking Unless you're giving inspirational speeches... let alone technology

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[dawnie_summers_]

Have no idea when he got it...noticed the screen name on my friends list...investigated...And it definitely is crazy. At least we know Cordy'll make him update every so often.

Totally getting the weirdness of my sister...First all but insisting Mike move in here...I knew she didn't want me to move out really, but I didn't think she was that set on it...not with so many people currently living here.

Thanks, Faith. Tried telling her that me winning just means she's doing a good job training me...not sure if it registered or not...I'm gonna write more about that in my own journal later though...

Yeah...sorry....really...I should know better...I really should. That was bordering on evil...and neither of you have done anythin to deserve me doing that in front of the entire family...and my only defense is that the filter between my brain and mouth is faulty...that and good amounts of time in my formative years were spent around Cordelia and Anya...both not exactly fond of the subtle approach to things....

Xander? Anvil might be a bad idea. *laughs* Get the point across, but it would sure hurt...and I know you don't want to do that...Maybe a sky writer? Or hey...once he finally gets up the nerve to sign those papers, couldn't you purpose to him?

[faithcb]

Hm... maybe Cordelia could teach him a few things. *smirks suggestingly*

Uh-huh... Remember that your sister almost hates me entirely. I have major lasting scars from her. So, like, what was with inviting me to your little special Sunday?

Yeah... You sure have picked up some of your sister's moves. Believe me when I say that I know her moves. Some of them have made lasting impressions in my face.

You think? Yes, you are bordering on evil.

Since when am I more subtle then Cordelia?

Me? Purpose to him? *goes old fashioned for a moment/whines* But I want him to purpose to me... with a sky writer or something... make it romantic.... Maybe you could talk to him, with me out of the room... and in private. You're all convincing when you pout. He's used to me pouting. I've talked to him about signing the papers but he seems to view it as his only way to ever see his kid with Anya.

[dawnie_summers_]

You better not mean what I think you mean there, Faith...cause badness...one way or another, in my mind, that's all with the weird, or all with the extreme badness, so...

I have no idea...I really don't...maybe she thought you'd be able to help with the training? (Which, did, by the way...encouraging me...) I really don't know...

I'm going to assume my learning them is a good thing...

*laughs slightly* Sorry...still haven't learned when to mind my own business half the time...bad, I know...

Well, most of the time you aren't, but this stuff with wanting to marry Xander...you definitely are being more subtle than she would be about it. Not that I'm trying to compare you guys in that respect...*sighs* You know I didn't mean it like that, right?

Who would have thought you of all people would be so old-fashioned and traditional? *smirks* Okay...so, let me make sure I'm understanding this...You want me to butt in now?

As far as the papers go...he's nuts...but I kinda knew that already. I can try talking to Anya...but that's just wedging me right back in the middle...I'm screwed no matter what, aren't I?

[faithcb]

I can't joke? Sorry, I do realize... bad memories... me too, but I need to joke for my sanity.

I have no problem with encouraging you to kick your sister's ass.

Assume away.

I know... and not taken in that respect either. I mean, they were mostly just broom-closet gropers... right? Totally different.

Yes, please... butt in when I'm not around... Please, Dawnie? (Is there any problem with wanting him to purpose to me?)

*sighs* I'll talk to him some more...

[dawnie_summers_]

Joking generally is good...that particular subject isn't good with the joking though...that's all...the first time still makes me extremely creeped out, never mind the most recent...tends to lead to people seriously hurt or worse, and a lot of mental torture...

*laughs* Hey, you two may not get along, but Buffy and I are getting along better than we have in years right now...

Pretty much yeah...and otherwise being snarky towards each other almost constantly...

If the opportunity comes up, okay? Xand's almost always with you or Will if he's home, and I've got school, and homework, and Mike, and yeah...lots of busying activities...but I'll try. (Not one, honestly. I just for some reason didn't think it would be so super important that he was the one that did the asking, that's all. I figured, you know what you want, why not go after it?)

Okay...I'll try talking to An a bit on Thursday about it...since she seems totally convinced that because Xander's with you, that means Noah's more important to him than their baby...which I'm almost positive is not the case...*sighs*

[faithcb]

Okay... no more joking of that then.

Well, that's good. You two should get along.

I'm probably snarky to him too, but I currently have my reasons.

Okay, deal... *looks a little hopeful* (I don't know... I just... think he should decide when It's right, I guess.)

*nods* Xander really does care, believe me, he usually doesn't share those feelings with me, because for some reasons it makes me cry, but I can feel that it's important to him, really. *sighs also*

[dawnie_summers_]

Thanks. Pretty much everything else is fine.

Yeah...and I gotta say...it's nice being considered more like an equal than the irratating bratty little sister. Not that I'm not that sometimes...I know...but I'm not being told to get lost every time I'm in the hall by whatever room she happens to be in, you know?

Anything other than mood swings and Xander's general cluelessness about girls? I mean, with two girls for best friends, you'd think he would have learned something by now....

Everything'll work out. Don't worry. (Yeah, makes perfect sense. Really does)

He probably just knows talking about stuff involving Anya is a little weird with you...because of everything...He's probably talking about it with Willow...but yeah, I get that it's really important. The thing is...gotta make Anya see that somehow...wish me luck there...*sighs again*

[faithcb]

Well, also thinking that has something to do with her becoming your guardian. You know, kinda a whole different perspective.

You think he would have, but, alas, he is Xander, sometimes it's cute... other time, very frustrating.

I'm hoping so. ('Cause he's all commitment-phobic, it should be him saying... 'This is what I want' you know?)

Yeah, I get it, I really do. I mean, this whole situation caused a lot of problems... *sighs* Good luck.

[dawnie_summers_]

Yeah...that, and the age gap doesn't seem quite as wide now that I'm a senior in high school...could also be a big part of it.

Definitely seems like the way to describe him. Somehow I doubt anyone would disagree with you in the least either.

Again, no worries. (Yeah, makes complete and total sense. It really does.)

Which neither of you really meant, I know. And I know I was really mad at Xander for a long time...but he gave me plenty of reason, not just this particular one. Starting with punching Mike...But as long as he doesn't freak out to my face about the current living arrangements (Mike sharing my room) then it's all good. And thanks for the good luck wishes.

[faithcb]

Yup. Definately making sense.

*smiles* But, definately Xander-esque. I like him that way.

Okay, I can do with the not worrying anyway.

Yeah, but it is because he's like your protective older brother. Ya know?

[dawnie_summers_]

Thought so. *smiles* It's definitely good.

Of course you do *laughs* Every one else does, too, obviously.

Good.

Yeah, I know...and so is Spike...but if Buffy can at least act like she trusts me and the choices I'm making, you'd think they'd take their cues from her...for a while they were seriously annoying...

[faithcb]

I know... but, kinda part of the whole Xander puzzle, you know?

[dawnie_summers_]

What is? Him not trusting me to make my own choices?

[faithcb]

He does trust you, Dawnie. I know he does, still you've got the younger sister vibe to him, which kinda makes him think that he should protect you from things.

[dawnie_summers_]

He doesn't need to protect me from Mike though...it's been 5 months...and in that time he's asked me to marry him, and we've moved in together...he's not going anywhere.

[faithcb]

And just how long did it take him to get used to Buffy and Spike?