Jan 24, 2008 11:09
Getting my mind of how upset I have been.
Vancouver in February.
Austin in March.
Land in Portland in April.
I look at my phone and want to call people. But I realize Im not that much of a friend to people.
The people that I find special in my life, think of me as an acquaintance.
I am absolutely horrible at making friends.
So for the few of you there are.
Understand that you mean a lot to me. Seriously.
The social scene is so fucked.
But then again, if I wanted to be surrounded by people to just hang out with, Id still be in LA.
I think Im going to double major or double minor so I can immerse myself in school.
Oh yeah, and Im smoking again. Im not happy anymore, so Im smoking again.