It seems I'm living memories that havn't even happened yet.

Jun 25, 2005 21:26

Just got done watching a movie with my mom and grandma. It was about an old stuborn women and her driver who became great friends. It set through the time of there later years. It made me think how im going to live the rest of my life. It seems odd to think that time speeds up as you age, it would be so strange to have it seem as if one day youre 40 and the next youre 70. It makes me want to ask my grandmother how her life was, I'm sure shes had her good share of memmories, good and bad.
I wish everything i see wouldnt bring me back to love, I wish i could jus go throughout life loving God and sayin "I love God and dont need anyone else" but i know i can't. It's not that i want someone else or anything of the such, its just that a person needs someone to be with them growing old, It makes me wonder who that will be. Such an exiting thought it is to see that person so special to you come down the eisle knowing you will have someone to be with you for all of your life and to know that you will be with them as well. Oh, how i wish to skip right to that day, yet if i did then whats the adventure in that? So i say, it will be a great adventure love. There will be high times, as well as low, as such there has been before. The human mind is so complex, though i wish to jump ahead to farther days, i would regret not living these. Im sure also when i am old i will wish to see young days again, yet if i do when would i get to see God? These questions lay as mystery before me ever still.

Sitting watching there lives go by,
As they live and learn,
As they for friendship,
I see as they are old,
Such memories theyve had i could only imagine,
I see such friends they become and see love,
It reminds me of my own life.
"Oh, i wish to spend the rest of my life with her.."
"Hush now my son, itll will all be ok"
And yes, he is with me in my hard times and my good,
And he guides me ever still on my path,
Oh yes he comforts me when i am sad and lonely,
He is my Father,
My only Father,
He shows me how it feels to be loved,
For hes my Father,
My only Father,
And I am blessed to have Him here with me.

Thanks for being with me when i need you God, youve always loved me, I'll always love you.
Previous post Next post
Up