Crying: The absence that there of
"Of course you can cry, think of the sadest thing you can remember" "I can't think of that..." For I haven't cryed since...
Today was a pretty unconventional day jus like any other. Mrs. Feldman was impressed with my poem and how it looked which means alot cuz i thought i had failed her as a student. I forgot to do 1 1/2 of my math homework but as usuall my teacher didnt say anything at all in regaurds to it. Today was SWAT so i was happy cuz everytime i go there i feel better and able to go on with my week, it releaves my stress alittle bit, but its definatly still there. Today was the last week before being in the church and Steph and Krissy were nostalgic about it, specially when we went to the barn. Oh, how i wish i would have had such memories, to be able to regret old times gone yet be in fond memory of them for they will be with you forever. On the way home Steph tricked me alot by acting serious and mad when she really wasnt, darn her! haha, but in all it was a wonderful experience and i look forward to it in the church next week. Now for the usual poem:
Times of old so somewhat hazy,
I can't tell the comming of future,
But put it all behind you now,
And embrace what comes with open arms.
When I'm there its inspiration,
All the things I do and say,
They come from pure security,
Oh how i wish it for every day.
I feel secure and feel so safe,
When in your constant holding embrace,
I feel I'm in the very right place.
So now as i sit here wondering,
There is a certain something,
I wonder it deep in the night,
Do you think the same tonight?
Today was a pretty unconventional day jus like any other. Mrs. Feldman was impressed with my poem and how it looked which means alot cuz i thought i had failed her as a student. I forgot to do 1 1/2 of my math homework but as usuall my teacher didnt say anything at all in regaurds to it. Today was SWAT so i was happy cuz everytime i go there i feel better and able to go on with my week, it releaves my stress alittle bit, but its definatly still there. Today was the last week before being in the church and Steph and Krissy were nostalgic about it, specially when we went to the barn. Oh, how i wish i would have had such memories, to be able to regret old times gone yet be in fond memory of them for they will be with you forever. On the way home Steph tricked me alot by acting serious and mad when she really wasnt, darn her! haha, but in all it was a wonderful experience and i look forward to it in the church next week. Now for the usual poem:
Times of old so somewhat hazy,
I can't tell the comming of future,
But put it all behind you now,
And embrace what comes with open arms.
When I'm there its inspiration,
All the things I do and say,
They come from pure security,
Oh how i wish it for every day.
I feel secure and feel so safe,
When in your constant holding embrace,
I feel I'm in the very right place.
So now as i sit here wondering,
There is a certain something,
I wonder it deep in the night,
Do you think the same tonight?