Disappointed in myself
So I am sitting here feeling so aweful like i broke someone's heart. One of my really good guy friends asked me if I wanted to go ice skating with him tonight along with a bunch of other people and I ended up turning him down. I turned him down because I have been on the go all week long with work and school and I just wanted a day to relax and I honestly didnt feel like driving all the way back home and yet I feel so terrible like I broke his heart because i wouldn't go with him. This is the same person who said they would only go if I went. and all I can do right now is cry, cry at the fact that I held myself back from going out and possibly having an extremely fun time with someone that I consider to be one of my best guy friends, in fact out of all the guys that I know, I see him as being my best friend. Please God,please grant me another chance for us to hang out and possibly go ice skating. well I hope everyone else here has an awesome weekend, God Bless You all,
ashley
ashley