Anxious and more!!!!!
ok so i am just gonna write down here when i am feeling and hopefully it will go away with the help of God. So here it goes,
I am so scared right now. not a dangerous kind of scared, but more so afraid of getting hurt. I sit here feeling like crying for fear of losing a friend. not to death or anything like that. more so to what others think about us being friends, or even talking for that matter!!!!! I pray that God would give me an overwheling sense of peace, I dont feel it and I know that my wants aren't always gonna come in his time. Gosh I feel like crying right now, but yet I know that if i start I probably wont stop. I am so tired of losing friends over the course of my lifetime, either through distance, growing apart, or it just not working out. I dont want to lose anymore friends. I thank God for the great friends that I still do have in my life because i know that without them I dont know how i would be able to get through some tough times and to celebrate the good times. I sit here anxious, worried, scared, nervous, and at the same time trying to give it all to God. I love my Lord and Savior so much!!!!!! He has always been there for me and sometimes i dont always give him all the credit that I know he would desire. So God I come to you know to see that I really do Love you and that whatever happens I know you will get me through it just like you always do.
well Hopefully everyone else has had a great and blessed weekend. As a new week approaches, remember to count the many blessings you have in your life and those special people that God has blessed you with.
In the pic, I am the one on the right!!!!
God Bless Everybody!!!!
ashley
I am so scared right now. not a dangerous kind of scared, but more so afraid of getting hurt. I sit here feeling like crying for fear of losing a friend. not to death or anything like that. more so to what others think about us being friends, or even talking for that matter!!!!! I pray that God would give me an overwheling sense of peace, I dont feel it and I know that my wants aren't always gonna come in his time. Gosh I feel like crying right now, but yet I know that if i start I probably wont stop. I am so tired of losing friends over the course of my lifetime, either through distance, growing apart, or it just not working out. I dont want to lose anymore friends. I thank God for the great friends that I still do have in my life because i know that without them I dont know how i would be able to get through some tough times and to celebrate the good times. I sit here anxious, worried, scared, nervous, and at the same time trying to give it all to God. I love my Lord and Savior so much!!!!!! He has always been there for me and sometimes i dont always give him all the credit that I know he would desire. So God I come to you know to see that I really do Love you and that whatever happens I know you will get me through it just like you always do.
well Hopefully everyone else has had a great and blessed weekend. As a new week approaches, remember to count the many blessings you have in your life and those special people that God has blessed you with.
In the pic, I am the one on the right!!!!
God Bless Everybody!!!!
ashley