you're killing me Smalls
i figured now is a good a time as any to start this shit up again. besides, i think i've changed alittle and i'm going to do shit differently this time around. of course i'm not just talking about my journal but everything in general. its about time i grow up, ya know.
anywayz
someone told me that they believed the better part of the summer is over. i think that thats pretty true. everything is now leading towards next semester. with that in mind, tuition's paid & classes have been scheduled. the only thing i'm really waiting for is saying 'goodbye' to john. it hasnt hit me yet. i keep thinking he's playing a joke on me, and in a couple of days he'll turn to me and say "just kidding! i'm going to OCC next semester". but i understand that he has to go. i also understand that if i'm ever going to survive, i'm going to have to get me a new toy. with all my excessive usage, i broke my last one. not that john wasnt enough. its just, he's not always around you know. look- girls got needs too ya know.
i was talking to josh today and i asked him an obviously stupid question. i think thats something i have to work on. i want to ask but i dont want to hear the answer. grrr. anywayz, i wasnt at all surprised by his response. its something i've been wrestling with for quite some time now actually. i just didnt think that people held it against me. but whatever. i'd rather mess with this shit now then just pick some random career, go with it then realize 30 yrs down the road that thats not what i wanted to do and its too late to do something about it. i'm not at all worried about it.
i cant wait to go see Bad Boys 2. i'm suppose to go on saturday. i have doubts about sequels. they usually are never as good as the original, with a few exceptions of course. but like Terminator 3- dude, that sucked! it just seems like they had to add in some hott blonde so that people would go see it. the actual contents of the movie were kind of gay. i also didnt like how it ended. it seemed like a waste of 2 hours, they could have just made their point in the first 20 mins if they wanted to. definitely does not compare to T1 and T2. but thats just me.
holy fuck i need to go to bed
anywayz
someone told me that they believed the better part of the summer is over. i think that thats pretty true. everything is now leading towards next semester. with that in mind, tuition's paid & classes have been scheduled. the only thing i'm really waiting for is saying 'goodbye' to john. it hasnt hit me yet. i keep thinking he's playing a joke on me, and in a couple of days he'll turn to me and say "just kidding! i'm going to OCC next semester". but i understand that he has to go. i also understand that if i'm ever going to survive, i'm going to have to get me a new toy. with all my excessive usage, i broke my last one. not that john wasnt enough. its just, he's not always around you know. look- girls got needs too ya know.
i was talking to josh today and i asked him an obviously stupid question. i think thats something i have to work on. i want to ask but i dont want to hear the answer. grrr. anywayz, i wasnt at all surprised by his response. its something i've been wrestling with for quite some time now actually. i just didnt think that people held it against me. but whatever. i'd rather mess with this shit now then just pick some random career, go with it then realize 30 yrs down the road that thats not what i wanted to do and its too late to do something about it. i'm not at all worried about it.
i cant wait to go see Bad Boys 2. i'm suppose to go on saturday. i have doubts about sequels. they usually are never as good as the original, with a few exceptions of course. but like Terminator 3- dude, that sucked! it just seems like they had to add in some hott blonde so that people would go see it. the actual contents of the movie were kind of gay. i also didnt like how it ended. it seemed like a waste of 2 hours, they could have just made their point in the first 20 mins if they wanted to. definitely does not compare to T1 and T2. but thats just me.
holy fuck i need to go to bed