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Hey.... I am back! It's been a while since I have written in my LJ. I even forgot that it existed. Well lets c.... Hmm there are so many new things in my life that I don't even know where to begin, maybe I just shouldnt. Besides my friends know the whole deal, well at least the main idea. This year has been very hectic. It's all been about deciding what the heck I am going to do with my life, and at the same time applying for scholarships, doing hw, keeping up with my AP's, and the paper at school. I feel so horrible because I have not been able to give it my all. I've had so many things going on in my personal life and they affect me so much that no one can imagine. However, it seems as if things are starting to get better, and hopefully I'll be able to concentrate more on the paper. I really want it to go well this year. Anyway besides that everything is ok... school work and stuff. My car is acting stupid, poor thing got diesel in it : ( pero it will get better. Also I am so happy that this year is going by fast. I am so over high school. I don't belong there anymore, I hate it, lol. It's like my prison, and I want to be set free ASAP!!!! " We must feel the pain before the pleasure" Hmmm... I guess this is very true. At least for me. Now I feel the pain, but soon it will all pay off and I know because I feel it in my heart, and thats more then enough for me to know that things will get better, and I'll be happy. :)