I feel I need to do this...
Ugh, this really sucks...earlier I was crying my ass off! I want to see my real dad so badly right now...he is only 3 hours away, he lives in San Antonio. He wants me to tell him when I am going to be heading back to El Paso so that I guess he can see me when I pass through there, but my grandma wants to go through Fort Hood instead so she can go see my ucle. I'm going to ask my dad if he can just drive he and spend some time with me before I leave back to El Paso. His wife hates me though, I don't know if he is going to be able to or even really care to that much, ::sighs::!!
I know he has neglected me, treated me like crap, made me cry all the time, etc., but for some reason, I really just feel I need to see him before I head back in order for my heart to be content.
Wish me luck on that!!!!