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Given the sentiment of my last post, it would be lovely if I could now STOP dreaming about a certain person. Waking up with him as the first thing on my mind is something I've been trying to avoid for the last six months. I'm concerned it's my subconscious trying to tell me something that I just don't want to believe. On the other hand, maybe it's just my subconscious trying to make sense of my recent revelation (in a really f***ed up way!). Either way, I guess the more I worry about it, the greater an issue it will become. So I just wanted to get these thoughts out of my head and down on virtual paper.