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oh man the way i feel right now.......
its everything. school is killing me because home is killing me. i dont know whats wrong with me.
-liz doesnt seem to like me and now i think chips slipped up by telling me that she(liz) was going to the club. and i dont think liz wanted me to go to the club. now everyone is mixed up and telling lies left and right.
-school is in chaos cause i hate home and since i dont want to be home i dont really have the time to do the shit i need to
-my father believes that im being influenced and that im not really gay because im femme.(which really pisses me the fuck off.)im gay take it or leave it. ive been miserable for him for too long.
-my father just looks for anything to shit on me for
- my aunt told her husband that im gay when i specifically told her not to(which i see as a total betrayal)
- i need a new job
- i need to switch schools
i feel so lost and lonely
i dont know where to begin. im a mess
and im going to lose my fucking mind
its everything. school is killing me because home is killing me. i dont know whats wrong with me.
-liz doesnt seem to like me and now i think chips slipped up by telling me that she(liz) was going to the club. and i dont think liz wanted me to go to the club. now everyone is mixed up and telling lies left and right.
-school is in chaos cause i hate home and since i dont want to be home i dont really have the time to do the shit i need to
-my father believes that im being influenced and that im not really gay because im femme.(which really pisses me the fuck off.)im gay take it or leave it. ive been miserable for him for too long.
-my father just looks for anything to shit on me for
- my aunt told her husband that im gay when i specifically told her not to(which i see as a total betrayal)
- i need a new job
- i need to switch schools
i feel so lost and lonely
i dont know where to begin. im a mess
and im going to lose my fucking mind