Sep 09, 2007 01:02
I'm getting restless again. I'm home for 2 weeks, and it starts. I think I'm just scared I'll fall into another pointless routine with my life again. The more I travel, the more I fear that. Theres almost nothing I dread more than a life of routine. Theres just no variety...no change.
I feel like I should be doing something more with my time than just working and hanging out. I want to give something. Not money...I have none. But time...effort...something. It comes from witnessing 3rd world countries...at least I think it does. I've always wanted to help others with my life, but only in the past few years (after I've really begun my travels) has it become this real immediate desire. I'm going to do something. Its hard to do a lot of what I want without a degree (ive already had job offers...for after I graduate college), but I know I can do something. I feel like I'm wasting my time, and theres so much that needs to be done.
I'm figuring all this out in my head, and felt the need to write it out.
more to come?