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“I love you.”
“No, you don't. But thanks for saying it. Now go! I wanna see how it ends.”
Those last few words she said to me stuck to me like glue. Never was going to get those out of my head. Didn’t want to, had to hold onto them cuase that was all I had from her. Course I doubt she really meant them, no bloody way that she could. Then again that’d be just like her to finally realize that when it was too late. Stupid bint, always thinking she was so wonderful because she was the chosen one. Truth was she was so wonderful, least to me. Didn’t matter that now they’d be thousands of them runnin’ about. She’d still be the chosen one to me because she was the one.
Don’t get why the damn buggers brought me back. Figured this was hell at first, guess it still is close enough. Can’t a man ever die in peace. I did my time, changed and saved the world but this is where I end up. Right smack in the middle of evil inc with Angelus as some sort of boss. Guess he was getting what he always wanted and somehow they had it in their tiny brains that I was going to join up with them. Have to admit it would be fun bringing terror back once again as the fanged four but it wasn’t like that anymore. I was changed and got a soul. Was bout ready to give up all I fought for.
Don’t suppose that this might be a test of some sort. The higher powers or whatever the hell they are could be doing this. Make sure I really did change that I am worthy of the redemption that I seek. Can’t give in. Soon Buffy will have to hear bout this place right? Surprised she never heard bout it already.
Only plus I can piss the bloody hell out of Angelus. Can’t do a damn thing to me. I’m all ghostly and such. Not that I like that part, only reason why I stick around still. Guess Im stuck at this place for now but least I can make the best out of it and have a bit of fun while I’m at it.
“No, you don't. But thanks for saying it. Now go! I wanna see how it ends.”
Those last few words she said to me stuck to me like glue. Never was going to get those out of my head. Didn’t want to, had to hold onto them cuase that was all I had from her. Course I doubt she really meant them, no bloody way that she could. Then again that’d be just like her to finally realize that when it was too late. Stupid bint, always thinking she was so wonderful because she was the chosen one. Truth was she was so wonderful, least to me. Didn’t matter that now they’d be thousands of them runnin’ about. She’d still be the chosen one to me because she was the one.
Don’t get why the damn buggers brought me back. Figured this was hell at first, guess it still is close enough. Can’t a man ever die in peace. I did my time, changed and saved the world but this is where I end up. Right smack in the middle of evil inc with Angelus as some sort of boss. Guess he was getting what he always wanted and somehow they had it in their tiny brains that I was going to join up with them. Have to admit it would be fun bringing terror back once again as the fanged four but it wasn’t like that anymore. I was changed and got a soul. Was bout ready to give up all I fought for.
Don’t suppose that this might be a test of some sort. The higher powers or whatever the hell they are could be doing this. Make sure I really did change that I am worthy of the redemption that I seek. Can’t give in. Soon Buffy will have to hear bout this place right? Surprised she never heard bout it already.
Only plus I can piss the bloody hell out of Angelus. Can’t do a damn thing to me. I’m all ghostly and such. Not that I like that part, only reason why I stick around still. Guess Im stuck at this place for now but least I can make the best out of it and have a bit of fun while I’m at it.