..Its so hard to let go..
Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears form behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star
..love lasts ...but fades..after being hurt twice you learn to move on and cope with it each an devery day...thinking about him will never change..loving him will never change...but hating what he did to me will constantly be there...giving back his letters wasn't easy..but why keep them when there was nothing to hold onto to begin with? When they were a constant reminder of someone who got me so attached from miles away...and hurt me so bad to the point i can't even describe..for who knows whatever i was to him at that time..he proved what i was this time....I can only be stronger from everything..its just hte matter of getting through it that is going to be te most difficult thing...so hurt to the point your numb...is awful..but its time to move on to better that will treat me the way i wanna be treated...not like a peice of shit...I will never stop loving him..ever....but its the end.
I just want to get it over with
tears form behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star
..love lasts ...but fades..after being hurt twice you learn to move on and cope with it each an devery day...thinking about him will never change..loving him will never change...but hating what he did to me will constantly be there...giving back his letters wasn't easy..but why keep them when there was nothing to hold onto to begin with? When they were a constant reminder of someone who got me so attached from miles away...and hurt me so bad to the point i can't even describe..for who knows whatever i was to him at that time..he proved what i was this time....I can only be stronger from everything..its just hte matter of getting through it that is going to be te most difficult thing...so hurt to the point your numb...is awful..but its time to move on to better that will treat me the way i wanna be treated...not like a peice of shit...I will never stop loving him..ever....but its the end.