May 06, 2009 14:10
and it all comes
c r a
s h
i n g
down.
wait, no it doesn't.
does it?
when my friends get girlfriends, i lose them as friends. im tired of accepting this as truth.
im also tired of being at work right now.
things would have been perfect if i loved him when he loved me. now he loves her and i still love that other boy, but for that brief period, i think we could have been great. or a total fucking mess. either way, it would have been memorable in ways beyond comprehension. or at least since i don't know any other way. i can pretend that's the way it would have ended up.
why do i still update this?
oh.
yea.