i'd love you forever if you helped me with this
so, i need everyone's serious opinion..
// should i drop out of aca deca???
so, here's somewhat of an explanation of what's going on through my mind about this matter right now..
[con] if i do deca, it will be for 7th period. that meants i'll only be there after school tues-thurs. therefore, i won't be able to have as much study time as everyone else thats doing it for 6th period
apparently mr. burri [our coach] is actually giving us grades according to how well we score on our practice tests, etc. i know it sounds terrible but i assumed this would be an easy A. i already know that i won't be able to dedicate all that much time to deca as the other members since i have a lot of other things going on too. thus, i'm predicting that with his grading system i won't get an A in the class. that means it'll fuck up my GPA which is the last thing i would want.
on that note, being in deca will ruin my GPA anyway because just doing the tedious reading takes hours and hours which will be taken away from study time for my other APs and extra curicculars that i've committed to. so it will most likely compromise how i do in my other classes. i don't think i will be able to juggle all of these things in terms of time while also succeeding in them...
[pro] but then again, if you know me, i've never been a quitter. i always like to challenge myself to try to reach my full potential. i feel like if i quit now, i'll regret it. most of you know that i really want to go to yale. but will doing deca this year really make that much of a difference? i could always do it next year i suppose even if i didnt do it this year. i think i was planning to do it then anyway.
also, i already spent my whole summer preparing for deca. not that it really helped that much but if i drop now, i will have wasted my whole damn summer
lastly, i have loved the experience of being on the team and spending time with the people that are on the team. they don't need me, of course, though i'd like to think so. it will feel weird to just abandon it all.
ugh im so torn. its horrible how indecisive i can be.
CRAP
what do i do???
YOU tell ME!
[pretty please?]
honesty would be greatly appreciated
// should i drop out of aca deca???
so, here's somewhat of an explanation of what's going on through my mind about this matter right now..
[con] if i do deca, it will be for 7th period. that meants i'll only be there after school tues-thurs. therefore, i won't be able to have as much study time as everyone else thats doing it for 6th period
apparently mr. burri [our coach] is actually giving us grades according to how well we score on our practice tests, etc. i know it sounds terrible but i assumed this would be an easy A. i already know that i won't be able to dedicate all that much time to deca as the other members since i have a lot of other things going on too. thus, i'm predicting that with his grading system i won't get an A in the class. that means it'll fuck up my GPA which is the last thing i would want.
on that note, being in deca will ruin my GPA anyway because just doing the tedious reading takes hours and hours which will be taken away from study time for my other APs and extra curicculars that i've committed to. so it will most likely compromise how i do in my other classes. i don't think i will be able to juggle all of these things in terms of time while also succeeding in them...
[pro] but then again, if you know me, i've never been a quitter. i always like to challenge myself to try to reach my full potential. i feel like if i quit now, i'll regret it. most of you know that i really want to go to yale. but will doing deca this year really make that much of a difference? i could always do it next year i suppose even if i didnt do it this year. i think i was planning to do it then anyway.
also, i already spent my whole summer preparing for deca. not that it really helped that much but if i drop now, i will have wasted my whole damn summer
lastly, i have loved the experience of being on the team and spending time with the people that are on the team. they don't need me, of course, though i'd like to think so. it will feel weird to just abandon it all.
ugh im so torn. its horrible how indecisive i can be.
CRAP
what do i do???
YOU tell ME!
[pretty please?]
honesty would be greatly appreciated