Soul Vomit
So much for a nice, light, relaxing evening watching The Riches last night... me and my big mouth had to wax philosophical all over my current web of insecurities. Eventually, Cid and I got past it and watched the show but I've termed what happened last night "soul vomit" as that is kind of what it felt like, reflects its unstoppable nature and also its effectiveness at spilling out onto nearby people's shoes...
I'm depressed again. Haven't been taking pills since Christmas-time so this is quasi-expected. Still sucks though. Still making it through the daily routine however, so nothing to be too alarmed over.
Have a work schedule hammered out. I'll jump up to 15 hrs/wk (5 in serials, 10 at the TLC info desk) to go with my light-ass school schedule. Speaking of which, while college officially starts on Wednesday at 4 PM, I won't have any classes till Friday at 10 AM. This in and of itself is fairly golden except that I don't plan on putting kiddo in daycare till Monday... That class on Friday is my only class, so I refuse to take him into daycare for 1 hr and pay for the whole day. This means he may be going to class with me... oh, this could be interesting. The other option is if Cid's work situation doesn't improve and he's home that morning, then he can watch the young man for us but we'll have to wait and see.
I'm depressed again. Haven't been taking pills since Christmas-time so this is quasi-expected. Still sucks though. Still making it through the daily routine however, so nothing to be too alarmed over.
Have a work schedule hammered out. I'll jump up to 15 hrs/wk (5 in serials, 10 at the TLC info desk) to go with my light-ass school schedule. Speaking of which, while college officially starts on Wednesday at 4 PM, I won't have any classes till Friday at 10 AM. This in and of itself is fairly golden except that I don't plan on putting kiddo in daycare till Monday... That class on Friday is my only class, so I refuse to take him into daycare for 1 hr and pay for the whole day. This means he may be going to class with me... oh, this could be interesting. The other option is if Cid's work situation doesn't improve and he's home that morning, then he can watch the young man for us but we'll have to wait and see.