GLITTERATI! WOOO
Firstly, before i get over exited and forget about this i would just like to point out that boys do indeed suck and i don't know why i bother trying to please ppl so often and put something that means a lot to me in jeopardy. i've had enough of guys treating me like shit in the past and mucking me a round, lying to me, making me feel like i'm 2 inches tall so it shall not happen again. i hate to be a bitch but screw it, rather you than me. - someone really special to me who i've had a run in with is gonna think this is about them, its not. i love u okay and thats not gonna change because of a silly argument. this is about someone who isn't worth the bother.
while i'm on that subject....in order to stop loving him, you have to stop hating him. Cally i love you for that, it makes so much sense. so i tried and realised that its true but i don't think im ready. its been so long but it just hurt so much that its gonna take time which is okay because i am much stronger now than i was and wont let something like that happen again. i just can't forgive, do anything other than hate him right now.
so onto my SUPER DOOPER EXITING NEWS!!! after all the mishaps at avril and me letting them walk straight by me i finally got to meet the glitterati and oh my god i love them so!! the gig was really good and then the signing....i got to the front n they told me to go i was like shit what do i dooo! so i gave john my cd n he's chattin away all cool, beetlejuice (jamie) signed it after that n then i got to paul and i just like froze!! started sleverin all this crap! he shook my hand n i kissed him...im a dork! then i was like, i tried to get a pic with u at avril but u walked away by the time i plucked the courage up 2 ask! hes like aww thats so cute! so he told me to get a pic! im like hell yeeeeeeah!!
i've been hyper all day despite the fact i failed my physics nab haha! different story.....
you're hurt, i understand, you're confused, i understand. yet i can't help one little bit. please don't do anything silly, i love you and i'm worried. please take care. u know who u are. xx
i am here for you, stop telling me to follow the others because i'm not going too. and i wish you'd stop saying it because its beginning to feel as if you want me out of your life now. what happened that nite ment a lot to me, i want you 2 know that.
right guys off i gooooooo!!! :D
while i'm on that subject....in order to stop loving him, you have to stop hating him. Cally i love you for that, it makes so much sense. so i tried and realised that its true but i don't think im ready. its been so long but it just hurt so much that its gonna take time which is okay because i am much stronger now than i was and wont let something like that happen again. i just can't forgive, do anything other than hate him right now.
so onto my SUPER DOOPER EXITING NEWS!!! after all the mishaps at avril and me letting them walk straight by me i finally got to meet the glitterati and oh my god i love them so!! the gig was really good and then the signing....i got to the front n they told me to go i was like shit what do i dooo! so i gave john my cd n he's chattin away all cool, beetlejuice (jamie) signed it after that n then i got to paul and i just like froze!! started sleverin all this crap! he shook my hand n i kissed him...im a dork! then i was like, i tried to get a pic with u at avril but u walked away by the time i plucked the courage up 2 ask! hes like aww thats so cute! so he told me to get a pic! im like hell yeeeeeeah!!
i've been hyper all day despite the fact i failed my physics nab haha! different story.....
you're hurt, i understand, you're confused, i understand. yet i can't help one little bit. please don't do anything silly, i love you and i'm worried. please take care. u know who u are. xx
i am here for you, stop telling me to follow the others because i'm not going too. and i wish you'd stop saying it because its beginning to feel as if you want me out of your life now. what happened that nite ment a lot to me, i want you 2 know that.
right guys off i gooooooo!!! :D