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Man, Im a live journal fool again. I havent been posting much or reading other's blogs...but I thought what the hell, Ill start again now. i miss my friends a lot. a WHOLE lot. It's pretty sad. I work all the time and I never get to see them. I saw Tina for what? twenty minutes? Ugh. Her baby is cute tho. Little asian girls. yay! Cas...Im not sure even if she still exists...jk...I know she does, that's what myspace is for. Without that, I'd never get to talk to my friends from here or there. Long distance ones and even the ones virtually right down the street. Becoming a myspaceaholic happened so fast...I don't know what to do with myself? Is there like a support group or something. I see David everyday and he is as close to a friend as I have right now. I talk to my sister ALL the time...but still I don't see her as much as I would like. I want cas to come up here so I can see here. I wish I could go down there. Hopefully I can soon. I want to see her new place and all that. I havent even see her in person since she got married (the wedding I had to miss, of course). It's kinda depressing. Im surrounded by being an adult and Im getting tired of it. I miss being 20 and having my own place where everyone came over and just chilled. Party at Rhi's. Thrown by Cas and Rhianna (since when did I start spelling her name with a C?) everybody is invited. Who knew we could fit 20 people in a one bedroom second floor apt? LOL. It was great. Ahhhh, when the kitty (love of my life) was just a baby and humping everything in sight cuz I couldnt afford to get her fixed. (hey I had to buy alcohol, right?) The indescribable pool of something on the kitchen floor the morning after...ew. Listening to Hero and Cas jumping on the couch to sing to me. Dancing to rap music in the living on my ghetto Dell that always broke down. Boys getting naked in my bedroom...NOT MY FAULT, by the way. Good job, Cas. My memories of that stuff could fit page upon page of blogging. I love them. I still have pictures. Which is great. man, I miss that girl. AND, memories with Tina??? Oh god. I can't even begin. An entire summer of insanity. Drinking beer in her empty apt in Carlisle...breaking the coffee table. Nailing it together just to sit shit on it before we threw it out. Ha. Greatness. The morning hours we dreaded. Taping the windows which the sun came through anyway. But Im done for now. Ill reminicse more later...:)
I need to go back to school...but I guess I should wait until the Big Uprooting (move to FLA). Kinda stupid to start now when Im probably going to be leaving this great state in less than a year.
Oh yeah, why the fuck does Cingular take so damn long to send out new phones when you upgrade? That's fucking irritating. We ordered that shit a week and a half ago. Hello? My phone blows, I want the new one. Now.
Im in a constant state of work. When I have the day off, I don't know what the hell to do with myself. At night, Im a waste cuz half the time im so tired, I don't know what to do with myself. (ive said this twice in one post now...someone help me out... I sit on the couch. Ive never been so excited to watch nighttime tv. Cuz I never get to see it. And then I get pissed off because I see commercials for upcoming shows that Im going to miss cuz Ill not be home. This weekend we actually did stuff tho, which was nice. But I ended up being tired anyway and the whole two days went by so fast cuz they were chock full of fun. (weird saying...) I have off Thursday evening and Friday, but I have to go shopping Thurs and i have TWO christmas parties on Friday. then I work all day Saturday. Neverending cycle of work bullshit. Anyway, Im just bitching. I shouldnt, Im making the money I need to pay my bills. ANd to save for Fla. Thank god. Fuck this coldness. Im so done. Alright, Im out. Im tired of typing and my hands are so cold they are about to break off at the wrist (so hot).
I need to go back to school...but I guess I should wait until the Big Uprooting (move to FLA). Kinda stupid to start now when Im probably going to be leaving this great state in less than a year.
Oh yeah, why the fuck does Cingular take so damn long to send out new phones when you upgrade? That's fucking irritating. We ordered that shit a week and a half ago. Hello? My phone blows, I want the new one. Now.
Im in a constant state of work. When I have the day off, I don't know what the hell to do with myself. At night, Im a waste cuz half the time im so tired, I don't know what to do with myself. (ive said this twice in one post now...someone help me out... I sit on the couch. Ive never been so excited to watch nighttime tv. Cuz I never get to see it. And then I get pissed off because I see commercials for upcoming shows that Im going to miss cuz Ill not be home. This weekend we actually did stuff tho, which was nice. But I ended up being tired anyway and the whole two days went by so fast cuz they were chock full of fun. (weird saying...) I have off Thursday evening and Friday, but I have to go shopping Thurs and i have TWO christmas parties on Friday. then I work all day Saturday. Neverending cycle of work bullshit. Anyway, Im just bitching. I shouldnt, Im making the money I need to pay my bills. ANd to save for Fla. Thank god. Fuck this coldness. Im so done. Alright, Im out. Im tired of typing and my hands are so cold they are about to break off at the wrist (so hot).